#waitingforellick

Hi dear😊 i need to pour out this. As I already have written, i have such a bad feeling about Ellie that i cant really enjoy the kiss. I really would like to be calm and logical but oh man all those signs and weird scenes/dialogues about her. Here’s what i’m holding onto: if this has to be something about a goodbye inevitably, i beg that they are leading us to some kind of a cliffhanger where Ellie is forced to flee BUT, considering some months later, she returns at the beginning of s19. Other possibilities regarding leaving for good are not acceptable for me. 😞🥺

Ok so we’ve imagined plenty of ideas... i don’t want to pass my anxiety but i need to share this before the ep airs. If Nick wakes up but he does not remember anything, including Ellie and his feelings, i’m just gonna riot. It would be devastating and very mean from the writers