#waitingagain

Told him how I felt about feeling neglected and how I feel like I’m always waiting for him but he prioritizes everything else over me.. How I make so much more of an effort and he doesn’t…

He apologized.. Acknowledged that he was being a jerk and taking me for granted.. And that his priorities were messed up..

Asked him if I should stop making more of an effort..

He said no.. He appreciates it but feels bad..

Told him I know how he’s stressed about work and don’t wanna add to the burden.. But that he should figure things out then and call me when he’s ready.. And I left…

He didn’t stop me..

And I’ve been sitting outside his house ever since cuz I dunno what to do..

Don’t wanna go home cuz I don’t want my mom to see me like this..

Don’t wanna go running back to A cuz that’ll prob end badly..

So here I am..

Waiting again…

Wanna see how he handles things but I also don’t have the patience to wait…