Behold! The creature! I haven't touched a pencil in so long I'm suffering

i’ve always thought that Asmo’s cheerful attitude is just a façade to hide how he really feels inside because since Lilith’s death (he thought so) he no longer finds joy in anything so he plays out with a lusty and happy-go-lucky attitude and gradually becomes more and more apathetic

I had a strange day today, a rather spontaneous day, I took some long held-back opportunities. Did whatever my mind told me to do, all with the acceptacne/coaxing of a friend. The weirdest actions, loudest sounds, most boisterous of rough-housing. I had “permission” for once to do them all, and I did them. We were domestic dog and bonobo, just larking about. Then we would stop and laugh hysterically at how silly we looked, but carried on regardless. It was theraputic, and also cured me of an anxiety attack I’d had earlier. I really relaxed, all because of a few little actions. Animal actions.