Mar 14
Crazy how freeing it is to talk to other ndns oh my god. you mean I don't have to constantly watch my words in fear someone's gonna get some weird white guilt because I referred to something standardized by white ppl as "european"?, o don't have to worry about ppl looking down on me for typing phonetically sometimes?
There's so many things, like I knew I was missing what I used to have as a kid but I'm just realizing more and more things that I've had to hold up in defense as to not get subtly (or sometimes loudly) racist things said to me...damn
#yes yes i know#theres plenty of natives out there who have fallen into assimilation harder than me#who will act white#but like-#idk im getting i glimpse of being able to relax to like *any* degree#and just exist#to not have to constantly explain things#to be able to have deeper conversations about colonization#ooouuuggghhh#i stilll have a lot of work to do#to undo the shit i picked up#but oh man#i have so many people to dance for#i have so many people to learn from#waaah!!!#notmyart#nala yaps
