Often she emerged from sleep disoriented and deeply distressed. It was as if her grief was at it's most raw in those moments when she was not quite awake.
Simon Block, A Woman's Courage (pg. 313)
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Often she emerged from sleep disoriented and deeply distressed. It was as if her grief was at it's most raw in those moments when she was not quite awake.
Simon Block, A Woman's Courage (pg. 313)

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Vulnerability is one of my greatest and most hard-fought strengths. I’m loving this woman more and more each day. I won’t lose her again.
The courage to be vulnerable is not about winning or losing, it’s about the courage to show up when you can’t predict or control the outcome.” – Brene Brown
13.
Don’t mock my softness when it’s the same softness that allows your selfishness to breed.
Stains Merlot
They've always said
You're too vulnerable
You latch on too easy
Like crow on carcass
Or leech on flesh
You suck the life out of me
Like souls ascending into the heavens
Detached from its physical presence
But you see
It was your physical that made me look your way
Your alluring aura and magnetic presence
Your luscious plump lips
Layered by your merlot shaded lipstick
You sipped, and sipped
You drank out of my glass
Stained the rim
And left it half empty
My heart still beats, and skips beats
The irregular pump
Pumping out its merlot red rivers
Bittersweet luxardo cherry garnished lust
A cherry bitter?
I did say irregular, no?
Staining any glass you lay your lips on
But stains like scars, fade
I've learned a thing or two from my adolescent days
You sent your hello and your heart emoji
I wrote you a poem instead
Glass half full now
I filled it up, took a sip
My lips have stained several glasses lately

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A rose has thorns, so it can protect it's vulnerable self against the things that will consume it. But it's also vulnerably open to those who will help it
@whatwealllongforistea
lately --
it’s been a stormy season in my life -- filled, not with the replenishing kind of rainstorms that so often arrive in spring, but with the roaring, destructive it’s-time-to-take-cover kinds. a few weeks ago, I entered the hospital once again, and underwent an intense surgery that has now changed the course of my path throughout this next year. I face at least two more surgeries and my mind has been truly shaken with anxiety because of the uncertainty that now lies before me. as I heal, however, I’m remembering with perfect clarity how important it is to be thankful for the good things, to focus on them -- for those are the things that ultimately matter, especially in times of darkness.Â
things I’m thankful for:Â
-- Â to be blessed to have such loving individuals in my life that care so deeply about me. { my big brother, my little sister, my dad, my cousins, + my sweet, sweet friends. }
-- recently being able to enjoy the permeating scent of the big lilac tree by my home, for things are finally in bloom. I love waking up in the morning and heading to the porch -- coffee in hand, and reveling in the gentle morning light and scent of the lilacs.
-- having been able to watch the sunset-stained sky transition into nightfall, while the evening birds sing and my dogs rest beside me.Â
-- spending an evening having a meaningful, vulnerability-filled conversation with my beautiful cousin who lives much too far away. receiving her fresh perspective, sipping lavender lemonade in mason jars, enjoying the sight of and hearing the most recent stories of her life { which are utterly fascinating as she travels constantly }.
-- plans of adventures that are brewing in my mind as summer brims on the horizon. so many possibilities.Â
There’s really such beauty in transparency and a person who isn’t afraid to be vulnerable. I have allowed myself to be vulnerable my entire life I feel, but being transparent is something I’m just starting to realize the importance of. So many girls nowadays think that the solution to not getting hurt is not giving a fuck about anything or anyone, and being closed off. But that’s not it. You can’t let the world or the people that have hurt you harden you. Don’t lose your glow, or your beautiful quality of letting people in because of bad experiences. It’s hard, but you have to keep letting yourself be vulnerable because by doing so, you’ll let the wonderful things in as well.  And those wonderful feelings will hopefully surpass and mend the harm that the bad experiences left you with. Â
I want to be transparent with everyone in my life, especially my significant other. I don’t want to hide any parts of myself from anyone (other than private things that I want to keep private, lol) especially the man I choose to love. I want everyone to know exactly who the fuck I am because I know exactly who the fuck I am. I don’t want to switch up in front of anyone or let anyone hold the power of making me feel small, or making me feel like I have to act out of my character.  When I come to that point, I will know that I have truly found myself and am content with who I am.  When something is bothering me, I don’t want to beat around the bush, and act like I can’t muster up the words to tell whoever how I feel, because I know I can and that comes with being transparent. All that other shit is childish bs that I’m not tolerating anymore...anyways, bye lol