#voidboys

you do not get to have me only on your time. and the crazy part too, we could’ve kept fucking if he would’ve just had a normal conversation like a decent person. i wasn’t asking you to confess your love, just don’t make me feel like i was a goal for you to conquer. but now i see that that’s all i was. every message from him throughout the months i’d left on seen. valentine’s day comes around & he messaged me trying to hangout. i asked what he would like to do which was “idk u could come over or whatever u wanna do idc.” first off, it’s valentine’s day, i expect more & the level of offended i am by his fuckass suggestions is enough to make me want to rip his head off like a ken doll. it’s valentine’s day & you think i want to spend it by giving you my body? while i get nothing in return? it doesn’t work like that over here baby. valentine’s day is all about pleasing me to the fullest extent by spending your hard earned money on me & in return you get the sluttiest, sexiest version of me. i don’t need or want your dick baby. so anyways it’s saturday, valentines, & mardi gras weekend and he’s not suggesting anything so i go ahead and do. i just asked if he wanted to go get drinks. it’s the holidays, drinks are a casual way to meet & talk, and who doesn’t love tipsy sex?! he responds, “like day drinking?” mind you it was 2pm when i texted this & i already told him i hadn’t started getting ready. clearly he was judging my choice & he hasn’t hit me up since which i find to be so so funny. my drinking suggestion turned him off lol! of course he’d rather me come over and have sex, & i get nothing! he said “i can pick you up” as if he’s jumping leaps and miles, when it’s deadass a ten minute drive. i also love how he thinks he’s slick hitting me up on vday, creating a false perception of romance to convince me. i’m not the one. it genuinely reveals his level of maturity & view towards women which all makes sense now. i’m fr running such a strict program this year with these wallets (men). & this boy im tb specifically hasss money too. the only way i will ever be caught seen with him again is when he’s tricking me out. there are absolutely zero exceptions. girls is players too xx