#void message

Hello void, doing badly. Everyone is getting covid around me. Me keeping my distance and franatically testing. Nothing can come between me and my first (and so far only) Harry concert. I'm stressed to the max. All my plans are being ruined. Maybe even have to camp now... alone... because my accomodation is hard to reach without a car. Now I have to last minute reorganize everything... I don't even have an outfit (I am actually crying over this, this was important to me). And I am so so tired but I am leaving tonight. Despite all the money that I wasted... on this silly obsession. There are some shipping issues with my vinyl. Why is it always so stressful when I try to do smth nice for myself? Why does it always end up worse than if I'd just let it be? I am so exhausted. Last Louis concert was stressful too but also the best moment of my life. At least top 5. But it was because of the amazing people I met there. And now it will just be me, alone, wrapped in my rainbow flag. Waiting to sing hashbrown, egg yolk, I will always love you. And I know it will all be worth it the moment I will be there, high on his voice, enveloped by his aura, the beats louder than my heart, but there is still one more round to fight before that. Harry you freak I love you but todays mood is tbsl crying frustrated kitten tears.