#vjeko

Today i had such a laugh with my friends and it made me realize im so lucky to have them in my life. Im so thankful for their greatness and kindness. But there was one thing on my mind that i couldnt stop thinking about. When i was walking through the city alone waiting for my friend, i remembered vjeko when i was getting closer to the place where he used to busk all the time and for a whole second i hoped he would be there and i sat down on the bench nearby and played a situation what would happen if he saw me and i wanted it to happen. I wanted to see him and it is bad news. It was like i was back in december when i hoped to see him everywhere. Now i feel sad and like he is getting through me and eating me alive. I dont want to miss him and i dont. I just want to see him and see how is he and ask him whats up and does he have someone in his life worth sacrifizing for. Because i hope he does. I hope he’s happy without me.