Ever had a dream that felt so real it made you feel like you were losing your mind?
I have, and to this day my brain still has a hard time realising that it wasn't real. Here is what the dreams were:
I was fast asleep, but there was a part of me that was awake talking to people who were by my bedside. A lot of the time it was a little girl who was talking to these people, but other times it was an older version of myself talking to them. These people were at first my teachers, then it was my boss, then at a later job it was my new boss. The little girl that would talk to these women would call them "Mommy", and most of the time all she wanted was to play in the park with them.
This is the gist of the dreams I had, that went on almost every night for a long time.
Now the logical part of my brain kept telling me that its not real, it would mean these people would have had to break into my home while I was asleep, and then act as if nothing happened the next day when I saw them in person.
Then the illogical part of my brain kept telling me that I'm wrong and it is real.
I would go back and forth fighting my own mind and it made me feel like I was losing it, I started to feel as if I was constantly being watched and followed and listened to.
Nowadays the fight in my mind is still happening, but it's not as strong or as much in the forefront of my brain anymore making me feel insane, which medication is probably what I have to thank for that.
Anyone else experience something so weird and intense?
