#vivarp

i know there has been a lot of talk since the departure of carrie (and possibly even luke). as carrie’s roommate, i no longer can keep silent about this situation so i would like to speak of earnest to you all. you can take this as you wish.

for those members, i do not need to go over what happened with carrie, YET AGAIN. we all know that there was fallout and she left.

however, as her roommate, i can assure you that the situation was never taken lightly by her. there were many times where her emotional state of the happenings before her department left her unfit to even do homework or focus on her life. she is a very empathetic person and never meant for the situation to turn as it was. she was only looking out for her own welfare in a tumultuous time. she felt her actions were justified but the situation never really left her feeling resolved.

for those that are reaching out to roleplay communities and slandering carrie. toxicity breeds toxicity. 

i would also like to note that as her roommate, we would sit and rp and talk while watching netflix. i can assure you, she has NEVER sent hate to anyone via anon. that is not her type of character. please stop spreading these rumors.

the situation that lead to carrie’s department left nobody without spot. we are humans, and thus, misinterpretation and miscommunication are common. everyone acted as they thought was necessary. continuing to trudge on with the situation, however, is acting beyond and, in my opinion, is done so as a bully for a situation that should have been resolved with the departure. carrie never had a problem in this rp before this happened. please stop telling people that she is a horrible person because she is my friend and roommate and i know her better than you!

telling people that she is sending hate without evidence (because there isnt any) is a form of toxicity. people were so convinced of not giving in to her toxic behavior that you became toxic, yourself. 

someone from viva is going around with these accusations and they shouldn’t be. as her roommate and friend, i feel like at any moment, i, too, could be blackballed by someone on viva for my associations. has this person done so to me? im new to tumblr rp so i dont know the full extent of finding that information but it also should not be something i should have to be concerned about.

rp is a hobby and it is suppose to be fun.

i am the eldest person in this rp and this situation should never have been pushed this far. i understand that those that were affected by this matter that are still in the rp feel the need to do this because they were wronged. it should have stopped the minute that carrie was kicked out. she was happy in this rp before everything started to turn foul. she had no trouble with breaking rules or harboring ill against anyone. and as a person, i can not, in good conscience, remain on viva, when this could easily happen to me.

also, carrie and luke have NEVER reached out and told someone that they should leave viva. i would know because I LIVE WITH CARRIE and she would have asked me to leave FIRST. I came to viva because of her and this was my first tumblr rp. carrie has explained her side and left. luke has explained his side and left. people leave RPs for many reasons and since carrie had no rp in mind she was leaving to at the time of being kicked out, how could she tell someone they need to leave and follow her?

needless to say all of this has gone too far. i am no longer comfortable being on viva. viva and the people involved could learn from this situation but i dont think slandering the parties and continuing to push the matter is the right form of action. thank you for being here for my character growth and development. i hope conflict like this does not happen in the future and you continue to enjoy rp.