#vit;a

In her younger years, she was awfully small in comparison to some in her family. She loved the feeling of people towering over her. It gave her this perspective of the world, one that put it on a grand scale, something she was motivated to explore. Back then, she was far more optimistic than today, a dreamer, if you must. Now that she's older, she's a fairly tall girl and to her, it's one of the most devastating things that happened while growing up. She lost that perspective, the feeling of protection and the urge to explore. She's much more cynical and realistic now, very independent because she stands tall, literally, headstrong too. 

If you go to Sohee's apartment, you'll notice there's a tiny ukulele her windowsill. It's playable and she's had it since her eighth birthday. She got it from her grandfather. Every now and then, she picks it up to play it, but she usually doesn't have much time for it. It's the only thing she has from home since she moved into the heart of Seoul to work. 

Sohee cares much more for smaller details of her daily life. She has more value for consistency than larger events. When different things become habitual to her, she grows attached and it's essential to her happiness. To her, people do not value the little things enough, even if they don't say so. She doesn't need to be showered in attention or affection. She might even want the opposite. She just likes consistency through all her havoc. 

I have a hunch that this is a romantic thing. In that case, no. I was discussing this with someone like last night or the night prior and if I was being honest, the only interest I have in others is to find out who they are and have a good conversation, if not many good conversations. I like being friends with people first, knowing who I'm dealing with. I like talking to people who can explore a broad range of topics because I like to expand my mind and see different view points. I've only been around here for so long. People have only made me curious thus far, but I'm curious about how humans are in general, so what's the difference?

most don't quite understand this, how silly she can really be about something so simple. she's clever about it too. it's a childish thing, even she thinks so, to be afraid of opening soda cans. she has this idea that it'll slice her finger open. the thought came up at around age 8 when she noticed how sharp the edge was and possibly from the scary movies she watched, which were all too scary for her age. to avoid opening soda cans, she takes things like chopsticks or the ends of spoons, puts it through the loop and opens it like a beer opener.