#visualfable rambles

Wow, haven’t been on here in a while. Guess I should just let you all know I’m still alive and stuff. Does anyone even still look at this blog? Honestly, I dunno if I’m really going to be coming back to this much. A lot of what I’m seeing on my dashboard isn’t that interesting to me anymore and my followers tab has been flooded with porn bots that I don’t have the time to go through and filter out. I’m not going to delete this blog or anything, I mean it’s a nice archive of my high school self or something along those lines. But, and even this makes me cringe to say as I still am not used to it myself, I’m growing up and trying to get my career up and off the ground, focusing on college to better improve my skills for my career and be able to provide more services. I don’t have much time for tumblr these days. So, with that, for now, I think this is goodbye tumblr. I may come back some day, perhaps not to this blog, maybe I’ll create a new one. If I do make a new one, I’ll come back here one last time to let you all, who ever all is, know so you can follow my new blog if I ever make one. Before I go, I want to share a story I wrote back when I was 17 based off a video game I watched Cryaotic play in 2014. The video game was Forest of Drizzling Rain, and I wrote a headcanon extended ending to the storyline of the game. So, yeah, check that out here. Though most past pieces of work of mine makes me cringe, this one wasn’t so bad. Cheesy as hell, yes, but not bad. Anyways, see ya around, everyone.

It makes me frustrated when I make a thing for a class and I’m not proud of that thing, but it’s what the professor asked for. After this project is over this thing is never gonna see the light of day ever again.

If I ever start to over eat again, I don't care how far away you are from me, run up to me and punch me in the stomach and remind that's what it feels like to over eat. Ugggghhhhh....

I need to go out and do some shopping today but honestly I feel like crap. Even though I’ve taken medicine, I still ache all over, I’m tired even though I slept for 12 hours, and I just feel like there’s no way I’ll be able to off of this couch today and do what I want/need to do. I only have 1 class tomorrow and it ends in the early afternoon, maybe then I’ll feel more up to doing what I need to do.

I dunno what to do, I feel so bad for my dog. She recently was diagnosed with diabetes and has since gone blind. We’re not sure how much vision she has left, if any. She won’t try to walk around the house without someone in front of her, guiding her through voice and other various sounds signaling which ways she suppose to go. She won’t even go outside without someone to guide her off the patio, on to the grass, and then back to the door again. I wish I could do something, but the only option I know of is surgery. And surgery is 1. extremely expensive. 2. Not a 100% guarantee that she’ll be able to see again. And 3. cause her blindness is being caused by the diabetes, even if we decided to get her the surgery, she could go blind again in just a couple months. I love her so much and other than her blindness and diabetes she’s perfectly fine. She’s such a sweet girl and doesn’t deserve this. I dunno why I’m posting about this, guess I just needed to get these feelings out somewhere. Thanks for reading my rambling, you can continue scrolling now.

This is why I shop at 1:18 am, so I don't have to awkwardly run into classmates from high school. But apparently classmates from my high school still shop AT 1:19 AM!!

Omg...omg. So where I live it's 7:30 am right now and about a half hour ago I woke up to my dog growling and barking, which she almost never does. I get up and run out to the living room where she is to find out what's going on. When I get out there I see her growling and barking at my graduation balloon shaped like an owl. I laughed hysterically, told her it was okay and to come back in my room with me and sleep some more. She did. This is the first time this has happened with her and balloons but it's kinda funny but also sad when it does happen.