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— € for a bad memory that still haunts them

Taekwoon didn’t like it when he had to go to school without his sister, but she was ill, and his mother couldn’t let him be at home just because of it. So he went to school, feeling even more vulnerable than usual.

When he returned home several hours too late, he was bruised and had several spit balls in his hair and stuck to his clothes. Someone in his class had decided to try and make him angry during recess, and had started spitting spit-balls at him.

Taekwoon was more frightened than angered by these actions and stayed quiet, and eventually the teacher had returned and yelled at his classmates for being so mean to him. And after school, his classmates had expressed their anger of him, by beating him up, since he wouldn’t fight back.

Coming home, Veronica of course ran up to meet him. Her fever seemed to have gotten better, but Taekwoon pushed her away and went to his bedroom, locking the door without answering any of her questions. He listened to her knocking on his door for he didn’t know how long, but he didn’t want to let her in. She began trying to ask him questions trough the door, but he stayed quiet. 

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Taekwoon woke up a few minutes before Kwangmin. He often did so, and he smiled, watching him sleep for a while. He thought he looked so precious and beautiful. Once Kwangmin opened his eyes, he pulled him close and kissed his nose. 

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Dear Past Me

Hello. 

Are you lonely today? I know you are, I used to be lonely all the time. It doesn’t matter that you have many people around you, when none of them really know or talk to you.Vixx are all pretty okay, but they still don’t really get you.

You’ll open up to Hongbin, and he’ll teach you a few things that you didn’t know much about, but eventually you wont be so close any more. You don’t know why, you never understand why, and you never will. But then again, you never quite understand why people leave you and stop talking to you. It’s probably because you’re a bit difficult to talk to.

But you wont be lonely forever. You will meet someone named Kwangmin, who you will have a very confusing start with. You wont know where to place yourself and how you feel, it will feel like a clattered forest, but eventually you will come trough  on the other side.

Kwangmin will be your boyfriend and you wont ever be lonely. Even though you think he’s gonna stop talking to you, or just give up, he’ll stick to you no matter what. He’ll talk to you, and he’ll listen and he’ll try to understand.

He will become like home to you. And you will have a little baby, and she will be the most beautiful baby in the world. And you will be Happy.

So please endure your loneliness, it’s over soon.

I will write about the following, leave one in my ask box.

Dear Sisters

I’m proud of you, you are doing well. Please be careful, the world is scary. I want to always be there to protect you, but I’m afraid that I perhaps wont be.

Remember to eat well and to take good care of yourselves. Your health is very important.

Send a word for an occasion where my muse has felt:

Understood

It was rare that he felt somebody understood him, which is why he had learned not to talk about how he felt. There wasn’t any point, he wasn’t good enough at explaining it, or his feelings didn’t make any sense. Either way he was always met with a confused look and poking questions that didn’t really work. 

Which was why when he was asked to explain why he didn’t want to get out of bed to Kwangmin the first time he got into this mood after they started dating, his mind told him this would make Kwangmin like him less. But the more he refused to explain, the more hurt Kwangmin seemed to get, and he just had to tell him.

“I don’t want to leave the bed, because I’m feeling very anxious today. Joonmyeon is having his band over and they are very noisy and I don’t want to talk to them... Today. Too many. Too many people.” He trailed off and looked at his hands, not wanting to see a face that didn’t understand. 

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Homesick

The first entire month Taekwoon had felt like this, but tonight especially. Moving to this dorm felt like a mistake now. He had yelled at one of the other inhabitants because he startled him, and now he felt ashamed, and was hiding in his room. He just wanted to go home where people understood better.

Hatred