#virtuovso

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It's the devil that's trying to 

Hold me down 

Hold me down 

do I follow them: yes / no

do they follow me: ye / nah

Someone please explain to me the point with “don’t follow me if you follow these people” lists people are making now.

Seriously. I don’t understand.

You don’t like this person. K. Cool.

You REALLY don’t like this person and what they stand for. Ok. Yeah you have every right to. K cool.

But like... why not just IGNORE THEM. And I don’t just mean that in the physical sense, like ignore their blog. Why not just... fucking let it go because THIS IS THE INTERNET AND YOU DON’T KNOW THESE PEOPLE IN REAL LIFE WHY SHOULD YOU CARE. JUST IGNORE THEM AND MOVE THE FUCK ON.

Like, ok, I’m on some of these lists. It sucks that it’s all surrounded by misunderstandings, but I’m not gonna fight them or argue because it’s not worth my time or energy. I’m only going to fuel their fire and their opinions aren’t gonna budge. These people didn’t even BOTHER trying to gain any insight as to what I meant by my words or what my thoughts really are. They formed biased opinions and just stuck with those. *sigh* which is fine. THis happens. Can’t stop that. It sucks, but I can’t stop that. As long as they don’t shit talk about me on their blog and try to spread lies or influence their followers negatively about me or any of my friends, then I have no problem.

I just found out not too long ago that I’m on another one (and it’s obvious why, I don’t even need to ask haha) and that’s fine. I legitimately cannot stop someone from thinking a certain way about me. People dislike me in real life. This shit happens. But you know what, I really don’t care. I don’t give a single rat’s ass that I am on these lists, or that there are people who dislike me. THat’s life. You gotta deal with it.

Being on the list isn’t what’s bothering me... it’s the list itself. It’s just so childish to me. I literally imagine 7 year olds on the playground acting like this... I KNOW children who act like this. It’s pathetic.

Calling out people, EVEN IF THERE’S JUSTIFIABLE REASON, it’s so childish. It’s like you’re writing a breakup song with their fucking name in it. It’s worse than some of Taylor Swift’s old songs. Why is there a need to deal with stuff like this. You have every right to dislike someone, but why call them out in this way?

With the lists that I’m on (that I know of? I only know of 2 haha), these bloggers are adults. Why can’t we settle this in a civil manner. Yes, I’ve spoken with one of them. I got nothing but the truth from her as to why she felt this way, which I deeply respect and am grateful for (even thought it was... delivered in a very rude manner), but I mean... that list is still there. An anon message was answered publicly referring to why these feelings are felt towards me (it was vague but... enough to annoy me that it was made public?)

Why is it that every time there’s drama in this fandom, I feel like I’m fucking babysitting a room fool of toddlers throwing tantrums. Coz that’s what it feels like. The ship war shit, the hatred theme weaved throughout the fandom and its fans (whether it be subtle or not)...

Why are people like this. COz I know I’m not the only person to encounter a situation similar to this. People come in contact with other bitter and hateful people all the time on this damn site... Why? I legitimately don’t understand.

Why are there hate blogs.

Why do people have hate rants where they call out individuals.

Why is there anon hate.

Who are these people? I have to question their sense of maturity and humanity (or lack there of) because WHO IS DOING THIS? AND WHY THE FUCK ARE THEY DOING IT?

And also... why are there judgements of people solely based on their ships? “You a sherlollian? Homophobe, obviously” “You like sheriarty? You are a sick shit who’s into abusive relationships” “You’re a die hard johnlock fan? You must be an unreasonable jerk.” There’s more to a person than that. WAY more. And it’s sad that suck childish assumptions are made. Y’all are literally judging a book by it’s cover. That shipper, whoever they may be, may be a totally awesome person. Someone who is understanding and can deal with friends with different ships. I mean IT IS POSSIBLE if you didn’t already know. *raises hand* I and my closest friends are examples of that.

If I wasn’t as optimistic and invested into my obsessions as I am, I would leave this fandom like many have because of this shit. I would maybe even leave this site. But THAT’S obviously not gonna happen haha (especially not with my new Taron sideblog)

*sigh*

So basically, if you’re reading this... and if I ever EVER upset you, I BEG that you talk to me. I want to clear up any misunderstandings and I want to fix any of my wrongdoings. This blog is one that spreads kindness and encourages positive behavior. BUT I AM HUMAN, AND I MAKE MISTAKES.

But also, if you’re reading this, and you already have grown a disliking to me for whatever reason, that’s ok. I can’t stop you. It’s unfortunate, and I apologize that whatever I have said/done or that you believe I have said/done/implied has offended you. That is never my intention. I also never intend to hound you or bother you until you forgive me or “see that I’m right” or whatever. You’re opinion of me has been made and I literally can’t do anything about it. Like seriously.... I am just a person behind a screen miles away from you. While I may be upset as to how this whole situation is being handled and may disagree with the actions being taken... again I can’t stop you. It’s you’re blog, who am I to tell you what to do on your blog? All I ask is that you CONSIDER looking back and deciding if you are truly happy with your actions. If you are... then I guess I have nothing left to say.

I believe that everybody has the opportunity to be a good person. It’s in the choices they make, the people they surround themselves with, the opportunities they allow themselves to recieve... I strive to be a better person than I once was, both here on the internet and in real life. I have much work to do and I can argue that I am far from reaching were I want to be, but... I have the comfort in knowing that I’m trying. No matter what these people say about me, I know that I’m spreading love, and kindness, and friendship... and sprinkling it in the fandom and on this site. If I’m happy with myself, and my friends are supportive of my decisions... that’s all that matters.

Then I know I’m doing good. That I’m growing to be a good person.

Mumbai: What isyour favorite scent?

Springtime!Fresh cut grass, new flowers, and blooming trees <3

Cairo: What’syour favorite quote?

“Alwaysbe a little kinder than necessary.” –J.M. Barrie, The Little White Bird

Prague: What isyour favorite season?

Ican’t decide to be honest. I love summer until I’m too hot, I love fall untileverything smells dead, I love winter until I’m too cold to sleep, and I lovespringtime until I’m sick of sneezing xD

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