#violetsforviolet

hell at least you didn’t go anon but omg I didn’t know you guys were, like, for real serious about this shit anymore. God damn you don’t think that’s sick? They killed people, people died at their hands, young children with their whole lives ahead of them. They didn’t even fuckin shoot the people who bullied them they shot good kids so idk how you’re gonna defend them. Yeah, they got bullied but not everyone who gets bullied shoots up a fuckin school. It’s not cool, it doesn’t make you ‘edgy’ to think they’re cool and it’s neat-o to kill your classmates. I thought it made me look edgy as hell but now I just realize I looked like a total jackass and that’s what you look like to sane people. 

I'm actually really lucky and I haven't had this issue, because I've very rarely been out of jobs since I was a teenager. I'm sorry that you're in this situation, it's really unpleasant. =[

The couple of times I've been between jobs I've also been in a really difficult place for money as I've not had a high earning job, and I also don't drive. My advice would be to try to explain to your parents that getting a job is difficult due to your lack of funds, and ask for a small loan, like $20-$50. 

When I'd scraped up enough money [partially thanks to the donations of a few amazing followers of this blog] I made a serious job gameplan. I had resumes and cover letters customised to each place I wished to apply to, and I planned out which order to visit each shopping centre/town in in order to drop them off, as well as figuring out how much that would cost me. I did it over two days, spent about $25 in travel and handed out 45 resumes. 

Also try applying for jobs online! A lot of websites have 'careers at' type sections, so take a look at those. They can call you at home, and then you have the option of asking a parent 'hey, I have a job interview set up, could I have $5 to get there.'

And when you get a job, get out of that house. =/ It's never worth living with somebody who makes you feel like total shit.