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Some drawing with my new TouchFive markers ^^.

this is what i needed coming back into writing! also, i wanna make these into some actual fics so keep your eyes peeled for that! 

tomorrow i have my last HSC exam and that means i will have offically finished high school so i have more time now! xx

VIKTOR 

he is so shocked 

he doesnt understand 

you dont tell him why you broke up with him, just something along the lines of “I’m not the right perosn for you”

which confuses him so much 

not the right person??? you were perfect and everything he could ever want in a person 

he tries to do the traditional 21st century form of moving on, y’know, deleting pictures on his phone 

he cant do it 

he tries to delete some

he keeps the one that bring back the most memories 

his favourites:

a picture of the two of you taken by paparazzi, you were dressed up for the cold russian weather and holding a steaming coffee in a gloved hand, he stood beside you with his hand resting on your lower back as he walked you through the street, his glasses were on - an atempt to hide his identity even though he knew there was truly no way to hide - although it was hard to see your features, it was that very thing that made him keep it, it wasnt you posing, it was you just … being you, the person he missed.

three pictures he took with you in front of the skating rink before training, one where the both of you were grinning, the second of him kissing your cheek with your surprised face before the third of a kiss between the two of you.

the last picture he kept was another paparazzi shot from when you had returned to russia after a trip of the moment you both found each other in the airport in a warm embrace

he finds himself writing a long paragrah to you to ask what went wrong between the two of you that he wants to send before deleting the text and going back to sleep

his routines lack surprise 

the pieces he choses to skate to entail hints to his heartbreak, at times making it vague through Scorri, fiume eterno from Il tabarro being about a father dealing with his wife infidelity and death of his child, and other times chosing not to hide it with On My Own from Les Miserables

he is secretly waiting for the day, the chance, for you two to have a second chance.

one night viktor calls you to ask about why you left him, he needed to know

CHRIS

boi

he acted chill

he was NOT chill

he feared it was his flirtacious nature 

he wasnt himself

to people who were not close friends with him he seemed completly fine and normal, but close friends know that chris feels things very deeply

he calls viktor when he needs to vent

he calls whoever he trusts most 

on days when he’s feeling down about it he goes to call you only to remember that he cant do that 

it kills him

his coach notices that his performance is no where near hoe it used to be

chris brushes the comments from his coach off

he doesnt want to admit how much it hurts

he scrolls through the texts between the two of you

he calls you one day saying how he wanted to talk

you agree to a coffee

you admit why you did what you did

as soon as he hears that you felt you werent good enough his heart drops 

you were perfect

he immediatley assures you 

he reaches out for your hand and promises you that you were everything he could ever want in someone 

he sees your eyes water 

he wipes away your tears and holds you close

he never wanted you to feel this way

ever 

he promises to be better for you so you never feel insecure about being with him

you both agree to work through this and see if you want to get back together

you do

YUURI 

you knew you couldnt just drop him with no explanation 

you knew you would have to sit him down and explain everything

you knew of his tendancy to overanalyse and you did not want him to blame himself

no way

this was your fault and you didnt want him to think any different

you knew he was nervous as soon as you told him you wanted to chat about things

he was obviously anxious 

which only made you feel worse 

how could you do this to him?

you were horrible 

you reassured him and told him it was okay

you explained that you felt as though you didnt feel as you were good enough for him

 s h a t t e r 

his brain just shattered

reality to he was pretty sure 

was this a dream?

had to be

maybe he should pinch himself?

thats probably awkward dont do that 

he just stared at you blankly for a while

you were almost concerned he was having a stroke 

before you could ask him if he was okay he snapped back into reality and had started laughing

what?

is this boy insane?

he couldnt believe it 

you?

you thought you werent good enough?

of all people?

so this is what it must feel like to be on the other side of this 

he calmed down when he saw the confused look on her face and reached out to give you a hug

“you’re funny, (your name)”

“i - im not joking, im being serious here.”