â it was fun when we were young and now weâre older . â
   What had they called it, back at the academy? War games?
   Many of them had jumped at the opportunity, to take their places on stage like actors for a theater. Ingrid could see the pride on Dimitriâs face when he and the professor helped lead the Blue Lions to victory in these mock battles. Winning was something to flaunt, to parade over the other houses. It was fun to play pretend, to command a phantom army and relish in phantom glory, and to tease the eagles and the deer with a âbetter luck next time.â
   Thereâs no such gloating on Gronder Field this time. Thereâs no room for victory laps around this field of blood.
   âWeâre older now,â Ingrid echoes, her throat dry and wilted. âThis is what itâs really like, then.â Her spear weighs heavy in her hand, and it feels like her arm is stuck in quicksand. How did she ever manage to pull it out of the bodies she had pierced, the lives she had taken?
   Here, winning meant nothing. All they had won was this macabre scene, this haunting memory, forever etched into their minds. And this would be their reward every time, until they died.
   Or there were no more games to play.