relapse
Why the fuck am I still alive? God tell me why? I wake up and itโs this bullshit. The same bullshit everyday. Please tell me why am I alive? I just want to know. I want to feel again. I want โmeโ back. I want my old self back. Why have you let me transform into this? I thought I knew who I was, but I didnโt. The new me is devilish. I will succumb. Save me please God. I canโt do this without you. I am much more powerful that I first thought. And I am not You.















