okay as a way to procrastinate working on my finals i finally decided to make a top 10 list of my fave fics... but remember that top 3 is lowkey interchangeable depending on when you ask me >:D
i based this tier list off of the fics i'm most proud of and the fics i still find myself enjoying now kekeke... tier list under the cut!
to live again
what can i say... i worked hard on this one. i think the message is super important, and it took me a long time to write :p
2. i will go to you like the first snow
i do wish this got more reception because i am so proud of this series. i poured a lot of effort into it, and i overall just worked really hard.
3. in a span of three months
the message to this was important, and it's also one of my first super long oneshots that i posted so it's dear to my heart.
4. pacman
this was angsty and i enjoyed writing it... think i wrote most of it in the depths of the night...
5. daisies
what can i say... i like to write angst about jeonghan. however! this was one of my first angsty fics and i still hold it dear to me.
6. war of hearts
i really liked this one! i had just finished watching my name and was super inspired, and i ended up being more proud of this fic as time has gone by.
7. all good boys
eric sohn. catboy. ex childhood friends to fake lovers to real lovers!!! i eat that shit up for bfast lunch and DINNER!!!
8. say you love me (i love you)
this was based off how my bf and i started dating! i think this is one of the fics where i was able to capture one of the member's pretty well, so i really enjoyed writing it! i sometimes reread it while kicking my feet forgetting that i wrote it LMAO
9. wildest dreams
this was a quick story to write, but i ended up really liking it! i think it's sweet and silly, and though it deserved a spot on the list LOL
10. to my youth
this. this series. i hated it at first no lie, but as time has went by, i'm no longer as hard on myself over it. it's silly, funny, and has a pretty good message! it deserves a spot on this list for sure, especially since everyone really liked this series :)
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omg plEASEE thank you for your support <333 iām a bastard whoās undergoing my tenth wave of writers block i fearā¦ so we will see when iām able to write a story againā¦ LMAO
I was bawling on the floor one moment and cooing the next. It was a rollercoaster of emotions and so beautifully written that I can't even put it into words how amazing I find it. I love it so so so so much, and i will mark it down as one of the top three best fics I've ever read ever.
I really appreciate you for writing such a long and beautiful fic that makes me see life in a completely different way and also makes me feel single as fuck
I bless you with eternal happiness in return for giving me such a memorable and amazing and beautiful and amazing and emotional and amazing and real and amazing fic
i think this is a super late response but š„¹š„¹ thank you for your kind words </3333 it truly means the world to me and iām so happy that my story made such a positive impact on you :,)) please have an amazing rest of your day you beautiful human !! take care <333
Iām not kidding when I tell you that to live again is one of the best things Iāve ever read. Iāve never bawled my eyes that hard at 3 am (I'm the type to binge-read everything in one sitting) I mentally SCREAMED when I saw that there was a sequel. The emotions you put me through were like a roller coaster, and I loved every part of it <3 The good mornings that yn would send to jeonghan made my heart so soft bc he would reply by being more open up each time. I also LOVED jisooās character in the story bc of her positivity despite certain circumstances. Anyways, to live again will definitely be my comfort fic from now on š
omg hi !! i'm soso sorry for such a late response, i just got back from japan and had to delete tumblr off my phone cause i had no storage ...
damn you apple.
but :,))) thank you so much for your kind words omg </333 i'm so happy that you liked to live again !! and omg i'm so happy that you noticed some of the small details i added JKDHFKJ very minor details but it can mean a lot !!
thank you for the love on my fic <33 i'm so happy to have written something that can bring you comfort!!
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I absolutely loved 'To live again' so much that it made me start my day on such a beautiful note, the characters are portrayed REALLY well and the story seemed to create such an emotional attachment with the reader, I feel like later y/n would confess to jeonghan(either in an argument or she would be drunk) about her previous timeline where he was dead so I would really like to read if something of such sort happens
But This is still one of the most, if not the most memorable Jeonghan fic I've read
omg :,)) i'm so happy you liked it so much.. thank you for writing such a sweet message </333 it took me so long to write it so seeing the love that it's receiving makes me so :,)) thank you </333
tw // brief talk of suicide under cut
i honestly don't think yn would confess to jeonghan anything about the previous timeline unless they were on their deathbed or something LOL... like. hmm. how do i put this. i just think that yn telling jeonghan about how he actually went through with his plan and the grief that they felt wouldn't be good for him. i think it would make him incredibly guilty, and i don't think it's in character for yn to tell him about it because they were so determined throughout the story to get him to live his life happily with no regrets. that they'd give up their own future for the sake of his.
i also just don't want for that guilt to be a message i portray through to live again. it's the very last resort some people take because of their exhaustion, or how overwhelming their pain is, and i don't want to guilt people who may have had these thoughts. what i wanted to accomplish when writing to live again is to kind of give a sense of closure (?) by fulfilling that dream of being able to change the past, and to shed light on the concept of grief. basically to just.. i dunno.. show some people how to live again i guess ? as cheesy as that sounds. to show kindness to others and to find the small aspects of life that make us happy and push us to continue on everyday.
i didn't mean to write a think piece on this LMAO i don't even know if i phrased what my thoughts were correctly. the bottom line is that i think yn would take that secret to the grave, because at the end of the day, jeonghan is happy. and i imagine that's all yn ever wanted hehe
Hello, just wanted to drop by and let you know that I'm currently reading all your works and this blog is my comfort place. I have read 'I will go to you like the first snow' for atleast 25 times, each time choking on my tears (okay tmi). Thanks for tugging on my heart strings with every work of yours. Consider me as your fan. ily <3
STOP I COULD CRY RIGHT NOW OMG
please iām so happy that my work can be a source of comfort you (albeit bring you to tearsā¦ though evoking emotion from those who read my work is a goal of mine but if we close our eyes then i never said that JHDJDHD) i truly, from the bottom of my heart, thank you for your support on my fics and i hope to continue bringing you comfort <3333
i just read āhow to flirtā with hoshi AGAIN and it hurt me AGAIN <///333333 perhapsā¦. mayhapsā¦. theres some happy ending to it in your big brainā¦ā¦. </3 i cant take it
JKSGDBHKKJ omg i remember pulling that fic idea outta my ass fr
there were quite a few people who asked me to write a sequel for how to flirt, but i'm not one to write sequels on my oneshots. however, for peace of mind, a sequel idea i had was that yn would actually be the one he's been meaning to confess to. they just failed to connect the dots that they're the person soonyoung was talking about cause they forgot that they work at a coffee shop, and they also just thought he would never like them LNESJGKRBDTKJB
