So honey it's not really rape when you never said no, nevermind that my cock was already down your throat when you felt the other mans hands on your hips and realised that the thing you felt in your ass was actually a cock.

Long post below.

Hello to all who took their time giving me encouraging messages when my YT got terminated 🤗 Thank you soooo much. You don't know those simple messages lift my spirit up 😍. There are too many of you for me to answer individually (and well, some of you asked the same thing) so let me give you a reply as a whole.

First, Yes, ALL the vids I uploaded on YT was gone. The sad thing is, I don't even have a copy of them. Of course, I still have those purchased set stories and epilogues and even those events with a re-run in which the clear bonus is the whole route (Good thing, I never skipped an Ikevil event even a re-run, so I got all the clear bonus, For IkePri though, it's hopeless. they don't have the same clear bonus like ikeVil. But I still have the unedited vids of the prev events though, those that I haven't uploaded yet). They're still stored in my game's memories. I will re-upload them on either my fb or new yt account indefinitely 'cause there are tooo many of them to count. You all know how I completed ALL the events of IkeVil since day 1 so it'll take time. In addition, I also have IkePri. Though not as complete as ikeVil, I certainly have LOts of Chev, Sil, Clavs and Gilbie's collection to count as well. For now, I'm focusing on the current and future events.

2nd, I did get a strike. It was supposed to expire this month and I really thought I've been careful enough as I have survived for almost 6 months since that strike. I think, they immediately detected my vids even though I have uploaded them privately due to mass upload. I was uploading too many vids that day with IkePri and IkeVil when I suddenly got a notice of *upload failed* then that's when I realized they already removed my channel.

3rd, Yes, I think I can also browse and read those events with others upload, I sometimes do it when I haven't finished the route yet and am too excited to read about it. I'm not gonna collect them though, since they're efforts of others unless I get their permission. And I'm kinda specific with names. Aside from the default 'Kate' which I'm used to because that's the name our beloved translators use, I'm fond of using my default name 'Love' and 'Vi'. That's why I'm certainly making an effort for every suitor's route of changing my name accordingly everytime I read and record them. I feel odd reading Elbie saying 'Love' instead of 'Vi' and the same with the others.

Lastly, Yes, I'm gonna upload everything on my FB and my new YT (currently private). You won't be updated here of what and when those stories will be re-uploaded so I suggest you check my FB page :) Those who asked for the Past, Present, Future, I will still upload them but you can also check @lavulabi for her complete list. She uploaded all suitor's route on her post here. For the Anniversary SE, unfortunately, I only got Silvio's left (Since I completed his route last, I haven't deleted his yet. But for Chev and Gil...I don't have them anymore 😭) For Collection events, rest assured. I have them all~~~ for both IkeVil and IkePri

Again, Thank you all for your support ~~~

probably not the best time to post considering it's almost two am here, but thought i'd share this pics here before disappearing again, cause i really liked the outfit!

anyway, hi, it's been a long ass while, so probably most of you won't even remember me, it's okay, i'm not mad (i'm crying shut up)(jk). life happened at the worst time possible, so yeah went through some pretty rough shit, but guess what? i survived!! hopefully gonna be back to post dumb shit and thoughts soon enough.

in the meantime, missed being here, so if anyone wants to reach out and just talk, i'm here for it <3

i know everyone's having really polarized opinions on gina and ricky rn but i'm just going to point out that that scene was written in a way that sets up the possibility of a romantic arc for them.

if you felt like they were cute and had chemistry (which i did for sure), that's valid and the writers, clearly evidenced by the body language and delivery of the car scene, meant for it to be just that. tbvh i don't mind gina and ricky after having watched ep5, i hated the idea of it before this episode, but the interactions were genuine and they changed my mind. period.

don't get me wrong i love nini and ricky and i'm pretty sure they're endgame. they're literally the softest kids ever i love them, but it's no reason to hate ricky x gina they're a good pairing ngl.

all i really want is for gina, ricky and nini to get more that .3829 seconds of happiness and whatever way they get it, i'm good.

i’ve been planning a jiara quaratine fic ever since i listened to stuck with u by ariana and now i have a full multi-chapter storyline worked out, the first of which will hit public eyes in about a week

due to a certain picture of rudy aka jj (which i will not be commenting on by the way gn to me and me only) on tumblr rn, i just decided that my jiara quarantine fic will now be a friends with benefits jiara quarantine fic. it’s gonna be my first fic on ao3 and i’m super stoked about it, i have three finals left and i finally feel like i have something to look forward to doing so i hope y’all strap in and come on this rodeo with me

that’s it for now folks

sincerely,