epsilonalioth asked: heartland blackmails chris with incest. i mean what who sent this not me
Chris wants, and has wanted for as long as he can remember - or at least, since that first day he'd seen them again after he'd given them up. Wants in shame and in hot flushes, prickles of embarrassment that run down his spine and spark fires in his cheeks, across his ears whenever a touch lingers too long, whenever there's a particular quirk of the lips or a breath of laughter that goes to places it shouldn't.
(and those who hide behind shame and self-hatred are some of the easiest to manipulate of course - or at least, when one has access to so many bodies close enough to thrill the senses and different enough to assuage the guilt; and what does Heartland have, after all, but soul after soul wrapped up in his webs to offer out in exchange for a trick here, a task there, until Chris has joined those souls without ever once seeing the threads around him?)










