tbh i can’t say that i have an actual crush at the moment, (i did have one this summer but that’s another story) but there’s this boy that i’ve liked for a few years and the feelings have never gone away. he’s super cute, in my opinion with a cute smile and he’s very sweet. we would talk from time to time but the problem is that i keep distancing myself from him because i’m afraid that he doesn’t really care about me or actually like me, and yeah, my social anxiety is the worst.
55. Share a relationship story.
i haven’t been in an actual romantic relationship because middle school doesn’t count so whatever, but i’ll share the story of the boy i liked this summer. he had a girlfriend, so that’s instantly not okay, but he liked hanging out with me for some reason so we hung out… he was kind of a bad boy type but he was such a gentlemen, opening doors, polite type of gentlemen and he was cute and i ended up falling for him and he found out somehow and he said that he liked me too but wtf he had a girlfriend??? and i don’t roll like that so it pissed me off but we still hung out and then he did something that pissed me off for the last time and we haven’t talked since this summer, and needless to say, i don’t like him anymore.
61. What is the first thing you notice in someone?
that’s such a good question. i notice personality because that’s important to me even though i kinda have no personality unless you get to know me…
73. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you?
i’d like a cute guy to be my boyfriend. that’d be hella sweet.