#very interesting...

what if she was like 'well janie finds this relationship with her boyfriend more important so it must mean everything for me to fall in love with a man too' but now without janie shes a hollow shell of herself and obsesses over willoughby to provide meaning to her life. not just willoughby, but any man, as seen in preacher's daughter where she tries to find love after willoughby from more... questionable men (and gets murdered as a result 😭 ).

oh and what if she was admiring holly with not just envy but like. a little bit of... fruitiness.... perhaps..... like a 'do i wanna date her or be her' situation except bc shes in a small conservative town she hasnt even considered the possibility of being gay. do you see my vision

Now that I think about it.....

Mud is just......