#verlo

Louise isn't a rockstar girlfriend btw. No matter how much you want to pretend she is. She never was, and probably never will be. Lemme explain why.

By definition, the rockstar girlfriend aesthetic is a fashion-forward, edgy, and grunge-inspired style that mimics the 1970s–'80s, jet-setting lifestyles of famous musicians' partners. It focuses on effortless, chaotic cool, featuring leather jackets, vintage tees, distressed jeans, and smoky makeup. 

So, it is technically an AESTHETIC. a STYLE and not literally meaning, a "rockstar's girlfiend." All the outfit and makeup ideas you see, labelled rockstar gf are most likely, done by girls/women who like to dress that way, not actual girlfriends' of rockstars'.

We see very little of these elements in Louise's style. Maybe a few here and there. But let's be honest. Yes, she has questionable fashion choices, sometimes downright ugly or weird outfits. Fashion is subjective, but it's safe to say, that her wardrobe does not look like the "rockstar gf" style. So, she isn't a "rockstar gf" in this aspect.

"But what about the other? She is the girlfriend of a rockstar, Willow!!!"

If you call a woman who's partner only sees her every couple months, but other than that, does not want to spend time with her, only fuels her with money, and buys her a flat in a seperate country instead of somewhere close, also, does not speak her language, and does not write songs for her, (while he wrote many beautiful songs for every single one of his ladys') and looks miserable with her everytime they are seen, a girlfriend, than i'm sorry, but you're probably a 13 year old, idealising and romanticising a dysfunctional and toxic situationship. Or, you just know nothing about love and relationships. No matter how you try to twist and turn this, it is a dysfuntional mess, no matter how hard you try to convince me, it isn't. If you can't see that, take off your rosie coloured sunglasses, and look into it a little more. Or, you can stay delusional if that's what you want, but don't expect me to say anything positive about this miserable mess, or agree with you.

(lol, I'm bored plus I smoked a lot and I think that hurt me HAHAHAHA)

I don't know why, but I feel like Taylor and Alex are seeing each other again. Lately I've noticed that Taylor doesn't post as much on Instagram anymore and I realized that I think she's somewhere in London (I mean, UK)

Louise released her new album (in which, oh surprise... Alex is the producer). I also saw that Katie and Louise are going out a lot and it's weird. I once read (not surprisingly) that Louise used to mistreat Katie, as if Louise were superior to her (I'm already used to her hypocrisy) but yeah... I also noticed that there isn't much interaction between Amanda and Louise... and it's weird because they used to be TOO CLOSE.

But I don't know, I'll smoke wax again to see what else can go through my head (haha, lololol)

something here: ↓

I don't judge you for thinking I'm crazy, because I thought all of this while I was high. lol