#veriforman

❛❛    i’ve    never    seen    you    look    like    this    without    a    reason    -        another    promise    fallen    through    ?    ❜❜

it    was    rare    that    they    would    give    alex    any    sort    of    INTERESTING    work    to    do    ,    so    when    he    got    wind    that    he    was    going    to    speak    with    DR    .    ELLIE    SATTLER    ,    alex    could    not    have    been    more    thrilled.    his    whole    journalism    career    had    been    leading    up    to    this    moment    ,    he    felt    ,    &    he    was    elated    now    that    they    had    begun    to    recognize    his    ambition    &    his    talent.    this    TRULY    was    an    assignment    that    was    worth    his    time    ,    &    he    had    tried    to    prepare    accordingly.    he    had    expected    someone    different    ,    someone    OLDER    ,    perhaps    ,    but    he    didn’t    mind    ;    he    enjoyed    seeing    young    people    do    great    things    ,    making    history.    PREFERRED    it    ,    even.    

❛            um    ,    i    know    i’m    not    a    doctor    of    any    sorts    &    i    certainly    don’t    know    anything    about    palaeobotany    like    you    do    ,    but    i    think    we    both    know    that’s    not    why    i’ve    been    called    here    to    talk    to    you.    they    don’t    send    people    from    england    to    talk    about    things    like    that    ,    do    they    ?            ❜            he    lets    out    a    light    laugh    ,    trying    to    admit    some    personality    into    the    conversation    ;    he    wants    her    to    feel    comfortable.        ❛        i’ll    just    ask    you    right    off    ,    dr.    sattler    what    do    you    think    of    this    jurrasic    park    business    ?        ❜   

well you know!  it’s hard work but someone has to do it

❛❛    we    could    leave    it    ,        or    believe    it    -        but    there’s    nothing    it    would    change    .    ❜❜

❛   shouldn't i be?   ❜    challenges the investigator, who did realise the oddities of his behaviour more often than people would think, but never accredited them aloud. blanc believed vehemently on being his own first and foremost supporter.   ❛  yes, a man is dead.  ❜   as far as he goes with acknowledging cause for unrest.   ❛   but his killer is now in jail, and all thanks to my work. i should think i'm perfectly in my right of being pleased with myself.  ❜   a beat. he furrows his eyebrows,  a hint of teasing brushing his tone.   ❛  and quite frankly, doctor, i find it odd that you're not pleased with my work either. perhaps you had something to do with this and i foolishly overlooked you.  ❜    highly unlikely. not because of her character, but because blanc would never make such a mistake.   

6 . HOW ARE YOU AND YOUR MUSE ALIKE ?

ah j e e z, a heavy one! specifically bc on a surface level, we really fuckin’ aren’t anything alike (she’s popular, i was/am not; she’s got bougie upper class aesthetics and i’m usually tradgoth on the poverty line, she’s smart and i am the world’s biggest dumbass). but i do project a lot of the way she reacts emotionally from how i do- specifically, her desperate need to please people and attaching her worth to what she can do for others. that, and a non-typical abusive upbringing. but otherwise she’s basically all the things i wish i could’ve been instead of what i am, lmao!

9 . BEST SCENE FEATURING YOUR MUSE ? 

a hard question... i hate how much i love the boiler room scene but for my poor girl’s mental health i have to go between the snappy snack shack (bc she’s so happy! and the aesthetics of it all are FANTASTIC) or the remmington party (you don’t deserve my speech! FUCK yeah!).

27 . DESCRIBE YOURSELF IN TWO WORDS .

GOTH CUNT -  or in less meme-y terms, alternative and passionate.

30 . MOST USED EMOJI ?

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31 . FAVOURITE COMIC BOOK CHARACTER ? 

difficult again! bc i was never huuuge into comics and shit, but from what i have learned from brief readings and the onslaught of superhero movies lmao, i vibe really REALLY hard with nightcrawler from the x-men and i have literally zero idea why... that, or if i can cheat, i’m just finally getting into the sandman hugjrdfmn