#vergei

Proof that Vergei is the only character who has ever been right on the death boat:

-Didn't trust the unstable blonde on the phone -> so true bestie!

-Saw Bisky's real form and fell madly in love on the spot -> also a perfect response

-Asks to learn nen afterwards but mostly because he wanted private lessons with Bisky -> ngl, I would have done the same thing

-This pannel ↓

It seems like many people don’t notice or even question Bisky’s actions whenever she says the things that she says as well as the way that she deals with her ‘problems’.

Because to be honest: she’s too relatable.

Underneath all that acting of getting crazy over boys and looking all cute and innocent, Bisky is seriously self-conscious.

And it is painfully obvious.

Every time you see her entering a scene, she always has to try acting cute and small when her real form and personality are the complete opposite.

The only reason why she doesn’t show her true self is because she doesn’t like her real self in the first place.

Actually, the word ‘dislike’ here is pretty small.

She doesn’t just dislike her true body.

She hates it.

When someone attempts to say how she truly looks, she becomes violent and immediately wants to shut them up.

That’s awfully accurate to what some of us girls do.

We laugh it off or gently start slapping the guy who accidentally or unconsciously told our insecurities in the open.

This is exactly what’s happening right now.

We can think of two possibilities as to why she acts this way:

1) Bisky saw many portraying of what an ‘ideal’ woman should look like so this made her feel like she should change herself.

Or

2) Bisky always wanted to act cute and small so she hides her true body to get the one that she wants instead and never thought about her real body as something beautiful.

So in short, either she chose to listen about what beauty truly was, or it was to her own accord that she ‘remade’ herself.

However, there is one last possibility for her physical change:

3) She chose this child-like appearance for stealth and spying abilities.

While it is true that she claimed to stay more in her younger form to fool the enemy, she mainly changed herself for her looks.

Even though we can consider her ability to turn small as a perfect kind of scouting technique, we cannot ignore the fact that she despises her real form.

Which means she must’ve changed herself for personal reasons first.

Her nen ability is literally about relaxing your muscles and giving your skin a younger look (there is nothing wrong with that ability but it’s just that the power gives her an unrealistic result).

And it’s sometimes heartbreaking to see her trying too hard to please the men with this form.

Because none of them have a distinct reaction when they see her acting all cute with them in her younger body.

There are many examples such as:

A) She tried convincing Hisoka to join them by doing the goo-goo eyes at him (instead of simply asking) but failed at having him react to her ‘cuteness’.

B) She easily accepted to help Kurapika when he complimented (manipulated) her by telling her how ‘fragile’ and ‘graceful’ a girl like her can be meaning she got swooned over by him quite easily.

C) She tried acting all cute and silly to Gon and Killua when she first met them to lower their guard around her and invite her into their group.

But also failed at doing so.

D) She easily got distracted by a greed island NPC from the City of Love instead of keeping track with their program like Killua.

And later on, nagged Gon about literally doing the same thing.

There were many more situations like A),B),C) and D) involving men she’s been trying to seduce with her ‘adorableness’ and they have never provided her with the reaction she was expecting.

For someone who has a wide knowledge of nen and usually knows how to recognize a liar from a mile away, Bisky just keeps...weirdly doing it again and again.

No matter how many times her attempts get rejected it almost seems like Bisky doesn’t notice it because you DON’T see her getting annoyed at failing over and over again.

Almost like she doesn’t see that no one thinks she's cute in that appearance.

But Bisky’s relatability stops here.

Because it only gets worse from now on.

The fact that Bisky looks like she’s clueless about it all practically feels like she might be delusional about all of this.

And by delusional here, I mean she’s being ignorant about the reactions everyone is giving her and doesn’t believe that anyone would be impressed by her real body.

It came to a point where she strongly believes that having a cute and bubbly look will for sure be better to look at than a tough and masculine appearance on a woman.

And she doesn’t stop no matter how many times her fake looks don’t work.

It was so bad that Bisky had to stop fooling around to succeed in joining Gon and Killua’s little group.

If her fake looks and personality don’t even work on pre-teens, then what makes her think that it’ll work on adults?

But it also looks like she’s not just unaware about not seeing the negative hints people are giving her on her fake appearance.

It seems that she might also be clueless about the ones who are genuinely giving her some appreciation and love based on her real form instead of what she pretends to be.

And Vergei is a great example of this.

If you do not have any recollection of this man, Vergei is the Captain of Queen Sevanti's Royal Guard as well as the Captain of the Guards of Prince Marayam.

We see his first appearance in the Succession Contest arc where he was mainly recognized by the readers as the first man (that we know of) who fell in love with Bisky’s true form.

It surprised some fans since they’ve never seen someone noticing her true physique in this way before.

Some were even amused by Vergei’s reaction and made comments about how he might be into muscular girls.

He is a rare representation that loves varieties instead of sticking to the basics.

(And by basic I just mean big breasts and butts.)

As much as some fans loved that he enjoys the muscular type, it opened up many other answers as to maybe why Bisky constantly ignores her real body.

For one: whenever they see it, they become terrified and attempt to start running away.

And two: they may call her names like ‘big woman’ or ‘hold hag’.

But three is where we hit the jackpot.

Three: Bisky sticks to the Kawaii type to gain more positive attention.

Remember how I mentioned that there were three possibilities as to why she might have changed herself?

I said that the first possibility might have been because she was listening to the media and that the second one might have been because she always hated her macho body.

Those two may have been both of the truth mixed considering that she did always hated her physique.

Nonetheless, we can at least suspect that she listened to them while trying to find a way to hide her true self.

And she found the answer.

The Kawaii cute type.

If you do not fully understand the meaning behind this category, it basically consists of cute clothes, childish styles, soft colors, adorable animals as well as anything else that’s considered fluffy and adorable.

The Kawaii type also goes by another name known as ‘Cutecore’.

Women that use this kind of style, are typically known to have a child-like look and have perfect skin. They act all petite and innocent while wearing loli clothes and don't have much muscles. They also don’t seem to possess any strong features to be showing anywhere in their body.

Does that sound similar?

Not only did she chose this trope because it was getting popularity, but she fully embraced it.

Instead of finding encouragement and support for women like her, she found the opposite.

And Bisky learned five things that day:

1- Everyone likes ‘kawaii’, some have comfort with kawaii things.

2- Girls are typed by their style: Kawaii type is better than beautiful type.

3- Machismo society is pushing women to put makeup, shave and all.

4- Standardisation of the clothes, model of beauty (Barbie, Marilyn Monroe, etc.)

5- Imperfections, ageing, acceptance of the time passing by and death.

So in short, here’s how these five points reflect her behaviour and thoughts:

1- She came to realize that people lean more on cute and small things because they’re prettier to look at.

2- The Kawaii type gets more people to talk about than honest beauty because it has more things to aesthetically say about it.

3- As a macho woman herself, being this way wouldn’t be appealing enough. So putting makeup and wearing cute outfits (if she was petite) on herself would look much better.

4- Noticed how there were many more cute and perfect body role models than women who represented her.

5- Because of what she learned, this only pushed her hatred of her body on a higher scale resulting in creating her ability to dodge imperfections such as too many muscles, wrinkles and skin problems.

She obviously isn’t afraid of death since she has encountered many death situations while being a hunter and all.

So what she didn’t accept, was time itself.

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This is why Bisky is sadly relatable.

Because she represents people who don’t see the beauty of their bodies and try to change so that they could appeal to themselves and the public.

We may or may not see Bisky finally accepting her true self in the future.

But what we currently do know, is that there are people who would genuinely love her but for her.

Well he was a pain to draw. :I Mostly his hand(s), which is just a skeleton hand and a bone scythe.

NOW I SHALL GO BACK TO THAT OTHER THING

THAT I WAS

DOING

BEFORE THIS THING

RIGHT HERE.