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#vent rambles #sometimes i seriously wish i wasnt autistic #or at least didnt have such strong emotional reactions to things nobody else gives af about #the christmas tree at my place #my mum redid it. all the decorations and the star and everything #it was redone when i wasnt there #even though i spent like two hours doing it together with my siblings #the way it always is #its so ugly and gaudy and terrible #but the star. why did she have to replace it #all because my sister had a bad day. now our star sucks ass and the whole thing looks terrible #just. such a big change so suddenly to something that means a lot to me #i cried and rocked and banged my head and knees. whole meltdown #and the whole time im thinking “really?? at your grown age??”#i feel like a selfish immature idiot #but it really makes me so upset i want to burn the whole thing down and then bury myself #idk man. i wish i wasnt like this

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I'm tired.

I feel like I'm dreaming. Everything feels real and fake at the same time.

I can't believe I'm alive right now. That I'm here right now and not in my dark room with my tablet.

Everytime I close my eyes all I can think about is my childhood.

The good

And the bad

I hate loving my parents.

They do not deserve my love.

Yet I love them.

Why are they good now?

Why did they mess up while growing up?

Why is everything so different?

Why can't you just be consistent!?

Are you good?

Bad?

I can't tell.

I hate not being able to tell

#probably not coherent #vent rambles #vent #vent post #ventcore #ragecore #tw depressing thoughts #childhood trauma #mentally fucked #dysfunctional family #angercore #parental abuse #why did my father mess up?#i would love my parents and then remember why i hate them #why why why why why why why #i took the picture btw-

please please search inside yourself for your most prized values and ethics and hold them close to your heart like you would a newborn baby. never give them up. never give in. your values are what make you shine. we have to keep fighting against all the injustice in the world.

keep going to your favourite small businesses, keep being kind to your neighbours, keep planting flowers on your streets, keep engaging in your hobbies, keep going to protests, keep sharing posts you find important. keep being you.

#vent rambles #feeling hopless lol #justice #human rights #ethics

I'm sorry. I feel like I'm on here everyday whining about something new. I know I'm a lot. I'm sorry. Y'all didn't sign up for Kimi's Daily Mental Breakdown

I'm scared. Of a lot a things. But. Something is wrong, and I don't know what. I keep spiralling and I feel like I'm edging at crisis again and I hate it. Especially because I don't know what the problem is. I can whine and cry and vent but. I think a lot of times those are just my brain picking an easy thing to "target"? I don't know what it really setting me off. I'll be fine with something, and then hours later I'm having an anxiety attack over it. And then hours after that I'm fine again. Is is too many things I can't process just cumulatively coming down? Is one thing triggering all of this and I just don't know what? I hate that. Feeling off kilter, like I'm on uneven footing, but not knowing what is causing it. Having emotional reactions that don't fit my logical thought progression. I don't. I hate this. I hate feeling like this. I'm so scared. I'm not ok, and I don't know why, and I hate it. I'm sorry.

#rambles #vent rambles #sorry #I woke up suddenly all fucked up again #am I having nightmares I'm not remembering?#I think I'm at least partially struglging with the vulnerability of self shipping #well publiclly I've self shipped in general since I was like 12 #but I mostly used OCs to project onto #esp when talking to other people #I started opening up and being more me about it with a few friends #and then fianlly publicly here but #I think I'm struggling with it a bit and how much of me I'm putting out there #how authentic I am or am not with a given sona at a given time #and how affected I am by them and what happens to them #I don't know #I might be projecting again #latching on to this one thing because I can't pin point the real issue #I'm so fucking tired #emotionally drained and I don't know how to refuel

i didnt noticed She blocked me untill yesterday

we even unlocked chat not so long ago and we were good Friends 😶

#vent rambles #kind of?

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i don't know how you're finding this, but please know i love u. i may be a random stranger on the internet, but please please stay strong and take care. i'm suffering too man, but if you need a sign to stay alive, this is it. hang in there. <3 we're in this together

#traumacore #ok to rb #ventcore #vent #vent rambles #vent writing #personal #txt #might make a personal post abt me lol #i dont rlly want the ppl following me to know me but i want them to know im not some bot lol #i'm too scared to interact but i'm just worried for the people who also struggle with this #i love u guys so much

Yikes, I'm fed up with all the negativity and complaining at my place, It's dismotivating, and making me feel tired.

#vent rambles #??#just ignore it it's only me complaining about my irl situation once in a while #here's a more positive thought: Roger waters in farming overalls 🌽

told mum for like the third time that i’m not a girl and that i’m rly uncomfy with being called her daughter or her using she/her pronouns. what does she continue to do??? keeps calling me her daughter when it’s completely unnecessary and keeps using those she/her pronouns. Screams.

#i told her like 2 years ago and she never bothered to put in effort #the other week i told her again even more bluntly this time and she completely ignored me #and keeps doing what she's always been doing #ah yeah w/e mum??#vent rambles

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