#vent me

i can feel that with God, all my struggles will come to an end. '

You see all my friends, think  i'm a non factor, that i'm nothing to be afraid of, but i'm getting Favor that's unfair, that's almost unusual, its Jesus and by the end of high school he'll still be there, i wonder if any friends will be.

Im usually an upbeat person. Id like to think so.

There are time I have moments, when im not so upbeat, im just human.

Why is it everytime im not happy, smiling or loud, upbeat, its... oh hes overthinking it, taking everything literal, etc etc ETC, why do I have to hear this shit?(this isnt just one person, comes from many)

Give me a break sometimes, we all do it, why cant I just receive some comforting? Instead I receive the whole oh its just you talk. Seems quite inconsiderate to me.

Id like to think that Ive gotten a lot better, and been a more happier person (my family life is so much better now) but damn we all have days we are tired, exhausted, sad, mad, angry and whatever negative feelings people have.

I comfort people, ask them whats wrong, ask them is everything okay, let them vent, bend over backwards for some, but at times when it comes to me, it seems like people completely attack me.

Oh and one more thing, I dont understand why people assume that just because im not joking, smiling, laughing and being playful all the god damn time im automatically sad, mad or angry. Maybe im just normal, focusing on something, or just had a long day that wasnt so negative.

I treat people how Id like to get treated, not because I expect them to treat me a certain way but because its the right thing to do. All im saying is have some consideration sometimes.