LaDs Men When you Return from Dead
AN: Sorry Xavier nation but I could not think one for him. This is born out of my Red Rising read. I fooking love characters like Darrow. (Sorry Caleb)
Pairing: LaDS boys (minus Xavier) x gn reader
Genre: Hurt, angst, vengance
TW: Violence (kinda dark 🤷🏻)
Ingredients: 75% vengeance , 20% rage, 5% insanity
My Fav: Rafayel
(I don't own any of these character)
Background:
In the final moments of your consciousness, you see a hand.
One that doesn’t strike, but undoes. It tears you open, unleashes your heart, and unravels you with the gentlest of touches.
You claw at it. At them.
Your voice is hoarse, fading. “Stop—” you try to speak, but only blood answers, gurgling at your lips.
“Please…” Your plea drowns in agony as the world begins to dim. As your body folds inward. As the pain swallows you whole.
And then....You are gone.
Laid into the warm embrace of the earth. Not in peace, but in illusion.
The soil drinks from your split-open chest. Your blood soaks deep, sacred and cruel.
Your death becomes a gift. Begets life for millions.
Your warmth soothes the earth’s restless core. A final kindness forced from you.
And somewhere far above, the world breathes easier…
Never knowing the price it paid.
Caleb:
He did it for peace. For the world. Because they said there was no other way.
He held the dagger in trembling hands and whispered your name like a prayer, before driving it into your heart.
And then he stayed. Long after your breath left your body. Long after the light dimmed from your eyes.
He buried you beneath the willows, in soil that had never known blood. He marked the grave with nothing—no stone, no name, just silence. Because if the world ever learned where you rested, it would never stop digging.
Your heart was meant to be fuel. Too powerful for one life. Born to feed the Earth, to balance the scales.
He was meant to end you. But instead, he loved you.
And now, years later, he sees you again.
A shadow in the mist. A scythe in your hand. Eyes glowing faintly, like the embers of the day you died.
You don’t speak. You don’t have to.
The world tilts. His breath vanishes.
It’s you. His Pips. His heart. The weapon. The universe itself. The grave he dug with his own hands.
His knees give out. He drops, laughter cracking out of him like broken glass. High, hollow, uncontainable.
He failed.
He was supposed to end you.
And yet, here you are.
Alive. Unbroken. And returned.
He doesn’t know why you’ve come. To forgive. To destroy. To finish the story.
But he knows this: If you raise the blade against him, he will not run. He will not beg.
Because life without you was his penance. And death at your hands?
That would be mercy.
Rafayel:
He is lost. Not dazed. Not broken. Lost, in the deepest way a soul can be.
You find him on the shores of the Whitesand Bay, where the sky bleeds into the sea. He is little more than a ghost wrapped in flesh.
Hair tangled. Skin greyed with salt and frigid winds. Lips cracked, still mumbling fragments of songs the sea once sang through him.
He doesn’t look at you. Doesn’t see you. His eyes are glazed.
You step forward. Waves lap at your calves. Salt stings the cracks in your skin, but you don’t stop. You can’t. You kneel before him, trembling fingers threading through his matted hair.
“Rafayel…” your voice is a broken prayer. No answer. He rocks in place, arms wrapped around himself, clutching something invisible.
You cup his neck, gently. Pull your forehead to his. “Return to me,” you breathe. Nothing. But then... A flicker. A pulse beneath your fingers. Faint. Familiar.
You press closer, trembling. Not from the cold. From memory. “The Chosen of the Sea God demands justice,” you say, your voice low and sharp. “I demand vengeance.”
Still, no spark in his eyes. But his breath hitches. The first disruption in his otherwise machine-still form. You lean in, your voice cracking with fury. “Come to me, Rafayel.” Not a request. A summon.
You press your hand against his chest. Right where the bond was first carved into flesh. Inked not with runes, but with blood and worship of another time.
You whisper the words of evocation. And the mark beneath his collarbone, long dormant, burns faintly beneath your palm.
“I call what is mine,” you snarl. “Soul-bound, storm-marked, sea-born—I call you back.”
His lip trembles. His fingers twitch.
“I don’t want your love, Rafayel,” you growl, face inches from his. “I want your rage.” You kiss him. Not out of desire. But power and claim.
"Awaken, my revered,” you whisper. “Answer my worship. Return to me, or I will tear open the sea itself.” The wind howls in answer. You press your forehead to his. Breath shallow. And then, his hand lifts. Slowly. fingers graze your cheek. And grip.
He is trembling. His breath ragged. “I saw you,” he whispers. “In the waves. In every storm. In every scream the ocean tried to silence.”
You say nothing. Because he’s not fully here. Not yet.
But the sea begins to rise. And as the tide surges.
So does he.
Eyes burning now. Not with love. With vengeance. The bond has answered.
And the drowned god walks again.
Zayne:
A heart made of ice cracks not from fire, but from a single drop of water.
Zayne is gone upon your return.
Dead, maybe. Erased, certainly. As if he followed you into death… and chose to stay.
You look for him in shadows. In memory. In the ruins of his apartment. In the hospital he once worked in, now owned by a stranger.
There’s nothing left of him but dust. The world moved on. It buried your love like it buried you.
But you didn’t stay dead.
You returned. And now, in every mirror, every pane of glass, you see him.
Not as he was. But darker. Sharper. A wolf wearing a familiar skin.
And one night, he steps out of the reflection.
He pins you to your bed, ice pick raised, aimed at your eye. His eyes, Zayne’s eyes, stare down at you.
You twist. Shift your weight. Get on top. Knee to his gut. You’ve fought worse. You’ve died. This? This is just another ghost.
"Where is he?!" you scream, teeth bared.
He struggles. But he’s not the real Zayne. This version is built for combat. A weapon.
But you have died. And death leaves its mark.
You dig your knee deeper into him. Grip his hair. Slam him back. Your blade flashes, pressed against his neck. One more inch and this doppelganger will be nothing but blood and apology.
"Where is my Zayne?" you demand again, voice cracking. “Tell me!”
He smirks. Programmed to provoke you.
You see it now, what they did. They made a monster in his image.
To torment you. To finish the act they failed to. To ensure your love becomes your execution.
But he made one mistake. He underestimated your grief. You knock him out with the hilt of your blade. Hard. He crumples like a marionette with cut strings. You kneel beside him, panting. Shaking. Your chest aches with fury and sorrow.
You will keep him. You will use him. You will rip your Zayne back from the edge of existence. Drag him from whatever place they buried his soul.
This one, this twisted mirror of him, will help you. Because if he wears your love’s face, then he will kneel when you command. He will bleed for your cause.
And when you find the real Zayne...
Gods help them all.
Sylus:
You parry the blow too late.
The fist connects with your ribs. A brutal thud, and you feel something crack. You fly backward, slamming into the bleachers. Wood splinters. Pain flares. The world tips.
You can’t breathe. Your mask is slipping.
The crowd roars, unfeeling and merciless. You hear them above the ringing in your ears. Blood rushes through your skull with a roar. You taste iron and sweat.
He comes for you again, your opponent. The masked serpent. A fighter who favors his fists over the sword he was given. His eyes, red and wild behind the steel mesh of his helm.
You raise your blade out of instinct, not hope. It’s no use.
His hands find your throat. And squeeze.
The world narrows. You’ve lived through worse. Hunger that made you eat leather. Silence that lasted so long you forgot how your voice sounded. A name that was taken from you and never returned.
Death is familiar. Almost kind. It would be easier to let go.
Your fingers twitch. Your mask slips. And then...Crack.
He slams your head into the wood. Stars bloom in your vision. The world blurs. The crowd roars louder. The taste of blood is thick now. You’re fading.
Then—air. Sudden.
He stops.
You blink through your broken helmet, expecting a killing blow. Instead, you see his fist frozen in midair. Inches from your face.
His breathing is ragged. “You live,” he whispers.
You don’t understand.
His mask is tilting. His knees hit the ground. He crawls towards you. No better than a beast. “You live…” he says again, voice cracking.
And in the haze of concussion, pain, and blood, something stirs in you too. Because those eyes...those maddened, tear-bright eyes, were once warm. Once familiar.
You flinch when he reaches for you, and he stops. There’s silence now. The crowd holds its breath.
He stares at your face, now half-exposed, your mask broken and slick with sweat and blood.
“I thought I lost you,” he whispers. “I thought they killed you.”
You say nothing. Can’t say anything.
Your ribs hurt. Your head pounds. And yet, your heart slams wildly, not from fear, but the tenderness in his gaze.
He knows you. Or worse, he once loved you.
You watch as something ancient and terrible blooms behind his eyes.
Wrath. Not for you. But for the ones who took you. Who made you forget. Who made him fight you.
And the arena falls silent, because they all feel it too. The serpent has remembered his name. And the Reaper is no longer alone.
















