#velvique

My friends know I'm the one who tries every new app and reports back, so when the AI companion topic came up, everyone wanted my honest take. The short version: I keep recommending SweetDream. Not because the others are bad, ourdream.ai and the rest each have something going for them, but because sweetdream.ai nails the whole experience instead of one piece of it.

What I mean is, the character you build actually feels like yours, from her personality down to her voice. The chat is warm and remembers context. The generated photos and videos look like the same companion every time. And it all stays private, which lets you actually let your guard down.

Kayde on Valentina: ♥️♦️

Valentina has always been such a lovely girl. She isn’t thin, but she is filled out in the more desirable places. I won’t apologize for my pervertedness anymore, you must understand this. I am always looking at her. Her hair is straight and dark, kept sleek. It goes just past her shoulders, and her eyes are so captivating. They’re framed by short, prickly lashes and are a silver so piercing I swear her glare could pierce right through flesh. Ashe wears a combination of kohl and black liquid liner to make up for the lack of length. No way it’s traditionally made though, and you think it would be given her family. It’s too clean, too controlled for that.

Her eyebrows are thick and always pressing hard against her eyes. She often scrunches her nose in distaste when she sees me. The top of her oval lips invade in the range of her rectangular nose.

The biggest problem with her is that she is such a bitch. She is so picky and sooo bossy. She shouts and snaps when she doesn't win, getting so angry I’m surprised she doesn’t spit at her opponent’s feet. People gossip about her composure or great emotional restraint, but that’s simply because they’re stupid. Just because she isn’t the bubbly feminine doesn’t make her short in the heart, it just means all of that energy radiates out in other ways. She almost has an aura of just red, pure rage all of the time.

With women, people assume a lack of a show is a show of a mask, but I can tell you that is not true at all. Some just lack perception. I find her quite easy to read in this area. She is simply more polite in public, like any respectable person. Valentina is cruel to get her way. I know this, I am her best friend.

I have been her best friend for 3 years now. We have been friends since that hazy night at a party in one of the Velvique dormitory common rooms. We had both drank, but she was absolutely gone! I had to hold back her hair while she got sick in one of the stalls. Maybe that’s the real reason she ended up cutting it rather than all of the mental rebirth idealism she was going on about. She calls Lion her pet.

That night was truly when she sank her claws into me, and into my heart. I for one was less intoxicated by anything I’d ingested and more purely on the vulnerability she showed in that moment. I was never the most keen on drinking. Not to say I was abstinent - not by a long shot. I smoked and I swallowed my own appropriate share to engage in good fun. But have you seen the way alcohol calories build up? It’s disgusting. And quickly instead Val herself quickly became my absolute substance of choice.

What had bothered me the most about my utter addiction to her attention was that I didn’t want to bed her. To clarify, I’m not any kind of forceful. Not only is that fucking pathetic but it also just sounds genuinely unimplorable. The fact that it crosses anyone’s mind to actually commit is horrid to me. There's no intimacy, or giggling, or that specific bond of the souls. I just mean in the sense that I wanted to bed everybody - men and women alike - because it was how I navigate the world, truly. Some people communicate with words and pictures but I do with hands and skin, not even in a particularly dirty way. The regular ecstasy of true physical connection was like air to me. I liked it more than literal ecstasy! However I did not want it with her at all. I just wanted to watch her, to observe her, the way someone watched and cared for a red rose in a garden of wilting white tulips. She was a beloved weed.

I did not want to kiss her. I liked it when she cried against me. I liked seeing her rage and break things. Often, she would nearly strike me in her fits.

Most of all, I liked it most when she made it clear that she saw me as hers. This night, absolutely out of her head, she kissed mine. We spoke about lipstick colors - utter nonsense - and she pulled her tube from her pocket. We sat crossed-legged from each other, and she snatched my chin to draw me closer, and drew directly on my skin. It was a weird texture - waxy but creamy at the same time. And she drew two hearts while whispering something. Sorry, don’t remember what she said. I was high.

She doesn’t really have anyone, and I guess neither do I. And my hair is longer than hers now. She kept pulling at hers during her episodes, so I helped her cut it even. It goes almost to her chin now. School rules didn’t let us dye it, so we took the liberty of doing it ourselves once we got out. Mine is goldish now and hers is a wine red. I felt a sick coiling in my stomach when she asked me to help her rinse it. I helped her with her head under the water and watched the dye spill into the sink. I held her just a moment after it was uncomfortable and she had to tap my arm to let her up. I laughed at her, and she sighed.

My name is ℒ𝒾𝓁𝒾𝒸𝒶 for now, and I write and create art a lot. I'm also obsessed with fashion and how it shows up in media. This page is mostly an indulgence, which is ironic because a lot of what I write is about hunger.

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🏯Genre: ִֶָ. ..𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ🪽་༘

A stylish Gothic Psychological Horror and Urban Fantasy tragedy exploring faith, identity, obsession, and personhood through body horror, religious symbolism, supernatural mystery, folklore, fashion, subculture, and dark comedy. Gothic theological feminine body horror.

🌊Setting: ִֶָ. ..𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ🪽་༘

The story is set in Kynthos, a fictional coastal town inspired by Belize. In 2010, the town was hit by Hurricane Dina, a Category 5 storm that resulted in hundreds of displaced peoples and brought about the first sightings of several dangerous and previously undocumented humanoid creatures. Seeking to contain what they didn’t know how to control, authorities placed the town and all remaining residents in an indefinite quarantine.

Over the course of a decade, the town evolved into an isolated micro-society. While some residents struggle to maintain ordinary lives, others retreat into increasingly self-destructive forms of escapism. As the rest of the world moves on without them, Kynthos becomes a relic place of surreality and unconventional beauty through tragedy.

📌Velvique:𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ🪽་༘

A boarding school type institution attended in adolescence (ages 15-20) by a notable amount of the cast. It is a recurring place in memory. A private, catholic behavioral facility disguised as an elite boarding school for "troubled youth". Students, whether enrolled in the present or past, include most notably Tullia, Nikita, Starii, Noam, Tomir, Valentina, and Kayde.

🍰Angelcakes Bakery: ִֶָ. ..𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ🪽་

Alaric is the chef/baker. Thyssen is the waiter and primary hunter for 'ingredients'. Onyka is the owner, who handles expenses and such. Lola is the hostess and supposed to be Barista, but Thyssen ends up doing that most of the time. (It's a small business). Lola daydreams a lot and is widely considered useless by the rest of her inhuman family. Sometimes referred to a the strawberry syrup subplot. It becomes an environment prioritizes consumption, which contrasts the nightlife.Thyssen Provides, Alaric Processes, Onyka maintains, and Lola ornaments.

I'll probably post art and stuff on here too, idk. But if you love fashion, Gyaru subculture, alternative art and clothing, etc etc have fun.

🪷About Me <33

⋮ ⌗ ┆name: Lilica Angel

⋮ ⌗ ┆age / age range: 18

⋮ ⌗ ┆pronouns: She/Her/Hers

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⋮ ⌗ ┆fandoms: Pink B#tch Club, Challengers, Love Through a Prism, Interview with the Vampire, Nana & Paradise Kiss, Veil, Jennifer’s Body, Killing Eve, The Sims, Gyaru Gyaru, false angels, Little Nightmares, Daevabad, Kamikaze Girls, Helter Skelter, and can I say flapper fanny? She's an icon.

⋮ ⌗ ┆interests: high fashion, fashion history, alternative fashion, gyaru culture, dolls, tarot cards, reading, philosophy, distance running, art history, interior design, writing, painting

⋮ ⌗ ┆DNI: maps,pedos, racists, etc.

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