3 ~ King of Wands, Upright
Vi Et Animo (With Heart and Soul)
Vander x Fem!Reader
Summary: Do your legs ever get tired running from your past?
Word Count: 2.7k
Warnings: Heavy allusions to SA!!!(Nightmare). Descriptions of blood, a fight, hurt/comfort-ish, Powder is my little angel baby
A/N: Haha *hits the whip*
Part 2 Masterlist Part 4(wip)
Your heart pounded as you sprinted through narrow corridors, barely understanding the layout of your surroundings as you ran. It didnât matter. He was right behind you, and all you had to do was get away. Was there an exit? You couldnât tell. Everything was so bloody dark, and you could barely feel your feet slapping against the pavement.Â
Dark streets, quiet alleys, low lamp lights. Quick, heavy breaths as you fought for control you could never have.Â
Bruises on your wrists. Your hips. Your thighsâŠ
No, please donât go there. Not again.
It didnât matter how hard you fought. It never did.
Your fists landed weakly against his chest. He didnât even flinch as your skirts were hoisted up. Your face scraped the brick of a nearby building as he pushed your front half down.
The clink of a belt buckle. A bruising grip.
You looked at the diamond set in gold on your finger, thinking how the light refracted reminded you of the stars. Your beloved constellations. You floated through the night sky, the shining light of the stars tickling your fingers as you passed them by.
A sharp pain pulled you down out of your precious sky, plunging you into dark waters. All noise was muffled, and if you didnât move, you almost felt you were floating. Peacefully suspended beneath the tumultuous sea.
Too bad it was time to come up for air.
You gasped and sputtered. Your skin felt sticky and warm. A faint metallic taste rested on your lips as you spat, copper filling your mouth.Â
When you opened your eyes, you drowned in the sea of blood.
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Your heart raced as you sat up quickly, hand clutching your chest. Your gaze darted around the now-familiar room, tucked away in a dark corner of the bar. The couch was soft and plush beneath you. A blanket covered your form that you didnât remember having.
You had given Vander his bed back after that first night, opting for this spot. The four of you had settled into a somewhat cozy routine, eating breakfast together at the bar before setting up for opening. You felt a bit out of it, just going through the motions without giving them much thought. Thank the gods for a routine, right?
You heard a snide comment under Viâs breath as you pulled chairs down off of tables. âBet sheâs never lifted anything heavier than a teacup.â
The comment registered too late for you to respond.
Vi scoffed, leading Powder out of the bar with a hand on her upper back. Vander glanced at the two of them, âDonât do anything stupid!â He called after them.
âYou know we will!â Vi yelled over her shoulder.
He shook his head fondly as he wiped down the bar. âHeadstrong, that one. Takes after her mother.â
You look over at him curiously, doing your best to be engaged. He had never spoken of the girlsâ mother, and while Powder called him âdadâ, Vi called him Vander, so you assumed he had taken them in. That didnât make them any less his girls, though.
âWho was she?â You asked carefully.
Vander looked up at you and sighed heavily. âFelicia,â he started. âShe worked in the mines with me and my brother. She was fiercely protective and loyal, and she always gave her all, no matter the circumstance,â he told you. âShe died with her husband, Connel, when we led the uprising.â A forlorn expression rested on his face as he finished, and your heart clenched for him.
âWhat about your brother?â You asked, almost afraid of the answer. Still, it was easier to ask questions than to answer them yourself. Youâd divert the attention away from yourself as long as it took for you to be safe.
âOur opinions on how to achieve peace diverged once Felicia wasnât there to keep us on track. He wanted to fight violence with violence and get revenge on Topside for what theyâve done to us. Showing them that weâre exactly what they think we are. No offense,â he added quickly.
âNone taken. Iâm one of you now, remember?â You flashed a wry grin of pearly whites, and he couldnât help but chuckle, shaking his head.
âAnyway. We got into it pretty bad, and IâŠâ he looked down at his hands. âI almost killed him,â he admitted quietly, the sound almost getting choked in his throat. âThatâs when I hung my gauntlets up.â
You moved over to the bar, taking one of his hands, having to cradle it between both of yours. You traced over the lines softly, humming. âInterestingâŠâ His hand was covered in little faded scars, some rougher and some newer than others. There were calluses that looked to be fading slowly with time. This was easy for you. Familiar and comforting.
âWhat?â He questioned.
âYour heart line is all broken up,â you told him, rubbing your thumb over the crease in his palm. âYouâve suffered a lot, and thereâs more to suffer, but youâre strong and wonât let it break you.â You spoke softly, glancing up at him. âAnd you see how it ends here?â Your finger traces it from his pinky to his ring finger. âYou fall in love easily. And the curve shows youâve got a good handle on expressing your emotions.â
You felt his eyes on you, studying you intently. âYou can see all of that in a line?â He questioned.
You shrugged. âOne of my many talents.â You ran your fingers over his palm, pointing out all the lines on his hand. âThis is your heart line, obviouslyâ you explained, your thumb running over the one you just read. âThis is your head line,â your finger dragged over the line across the middle of his palm. âThis is your life line.â Again over the line curved around his thumb. âAnd thisâŠâ You take his hand, gently molding it to show the line running down the center, âis your fate line. Not everyone has this one. They all show different things.â
Vander watched you carefully, and you almost missed the slight tremble of his hand. Someone banged on the door, and you pulled away quickly. âAnother time, Peach,â he told you with a small smile. âFlip the lights?â He asked, and you nodded, moving to unlock the door and turning the signs on.
The man who had been waiting strutted in, with a smile, moving to the bar. âWhat does a guy gotta do to get a drink around here?â
âBenzo, my man!â Vander yelled, pulling out the tumbler and making him a drink.
âIâd heard you were taking in more strays, Vander,â he said, looking over at you with an appraising gaze.
âYouâre one to talk you old bastard,â Vander playfully punched his arm, setting the drink heavily in front of him.
âYeah, yeah. Whoâs the lass?â He asked.
âYou hear about the Piltie stuck on our streets?â Vander wondered, eyes darting over to you and you averted your gaze, moving to don your apron for the day.
âNo shit,â Benzo said, glancing over at you again as you picked up your tray. âSuppose it explains why the Lanes have been up in arms about this place lately,â he observed. âYouâre a little attention magnet, girl.â
âMust be my dashing good looks,â you grinned with a wink, and you swore the man almost cracked an unwilling smile.
âOnly when that ego ainât blocking âem.â
Vander watched the exchange with amusement. âSee, sheâs fitting in right well already.â He rubbed a hand over the scruff of his beard thoughtfully. Benzo grumbled into his mug, and Vander just grinned.Â
âBesides, Iâm stuck here like the rest of you, might as well get used to seeing me, sweetheart,â you pulled a wry grin, leaning on the bar.Â
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The day was slow. Agonizingly so. You needed the rush of the job, the distraction. If you werenât serving someone, you were cleaning tables or sweeping the floor. If Vander noticed your distraction, he didnât comment on it.Â
You were grateful when he asked you to go and check the stock downstairs. It offered something for you to really think about. Unfortunately, you were remarkably quick and finished before you really started.Â
You reported back to Vander, moving to clear off a couple tables that patrons had left before moving to wash mugs.
âYou alright, lass? You seem⊠distracted,â Vander asked you quietly over his shoulder.
You blinked, looking over at him before answering after a beat of silence that stretched just a bit too long. âYeah. Just a lot on my mind is all. Donât worry about it,â you gave him your best reassuring smile before turning back to your dishes and finishing up the washing.
The crowd picked up as the night went on, and you found yourself with more orders than you could count on your hand that wasnât carrying drinks. You had started to learn some of the regularsâ names over the past week that youâd been working. You offered them welcoming smiles as you brought their usual drinks.
You didnât even notice the girls had come back until one of the patrons started yellingâdrunk and belligerent. He had Powderâs wrist in an iron-clad grip, and she was visibly shaking, wide blue eyes filled with unshed tears. The front of the manâs shirt and his pants were soaked. A spilled drink.
âLook what you did, you fucking brat!â He swore, getting down into her face.
âI didnât mean to, I- Iâm sorry!â Powder struggled.
You were moving before you even knew it. Your hand clamped down around the manâs wrist, anger hot in your chest. âLet her go,â You demanded, voice calm despite the raging storm within.
You stared at him, unblinking. He looked up at you, ready to throw another curse or insult or perhaps strike you, but whatever he saw in his eyes made him think twice.Â
He scoffed. âTch. Not worth the effort.â He released Powder from his grasp, and she went running downstairs. âClean up this fucking mess.â He ordered you.
âIâm sure youâre capable enough to clean up your drink from your clothes,â you spat, already walking away from him. When you looked at Vander, he was fuming, rolling his sleeves up past his elbows.Â
You discarded your apron, tossing it on the bar before quickly descending the basement stairs. When you got down there, you saw Powder curled up in a corner, rocking back and forth as she cried, her knees pulled to her chest.Â
Your heart clenched, your anger practically dissipating as you took in her state. You made sure your steps were audible as you walked over and sat on one of the couches across from her.Â
She held herself tighter as you approached, and you sighed, noticing her sniffles quiet, forever trying to be strong like her sister. However, holding in your feelings didnât make you stronger, it only made you volatile.
âCâmere, love,â you said softly, your voice gentle and beckoning.
She practically darted into your embrace, curled up on your lap as she clutched at your clothes desperately. Your arms encircled her easily, gently rubbing her back as she cried. Your other hand carded through her hair, gently working out any knots.Â
âThat was scary, yeah?â You asked gently. âBreathe for me, okay? In⊠Out⊠In⊠OutâŠâ You breathed deeply, letting her rise with your chest. You felt her trying to match your breathing. âThere you go. Itâs alright. No bastard will ever get away with putting their hands on you while your dad and I are around. I know the Lanes arenât safe, but just remember if they knock you down, you get back up again, okay?â
âOkay,â she said quietly, yet determined.
You heard a crash from upstairs, and you gently cover Powderâs ear that isnât pressed against your chest. You would shield her from the violence; While you could. You hummed softly; the tune your mother used to sing for you. It helped you sometimes to feel small and warm in her embrace. Before the world got dark and scary.Â
âDonât touch my daughter!â Vander bellowed upstairs. More than a small part of you was glad he was giving that man what he deserved. And another, bigger part of you felt warm at his protectiveness. You ignored both of them, focusing solely on Powder.
You sat with her, playing with her hair and humming until she was fast asleep against your chest. Something in you warmed that she felt safe enough with you to let her guard down, despite the hardships she had faced. Losing both parents⊠You didnât even want to think about how awful that mustâve been for her.
Protective, innovative, inspiring, magnetic.
The King of Wands card symbolizes a natural born leader. Someone who knows what they want and knows what to do to get it. The King is often seen as a light in the darkness to those who need it, and provides protection for those who cannot protect themselves.
Eventually, the chatter from upstairs died down, and you heard the telltale cut of electricity from up top. You never realized how much noise it made until it was gone. Vanderâs heavy steps sounded on the stairs. He saw you gently laying Powder down on the couch and pulling a blanket over her.
Your hand passed gently over her hair with a small smile on your face. You turned to look at Vander, eyes going wide as you saw the blood dripping from his nose. You sighed, shaking your head as you headed past him and back upstairs to give him a minute with his little girl.
When he came back up, you had already gotten the First Aid kit out on the bar and raised a brow, looking at the bar stool closest to you. Vander moved to the bar stool with a sigh, but you swore there was the hint of a smile on his face.
âI hope you at least gave that bastard what he deserved,â you said as you poured disinfectant on a soft towel, stepping between his legs to carefully pat the split skin on his brow.
âMy customers know my rules. Sometimes they just need reminding,â he huffed, wincing a bit as the alcohol set into his wounds.
âJust⊠be careful,â you said softly.Â
He pinched your hip lightly, âYouâre not worried about me now, are you Princess?â
You scoffed, rolling your eyes. âBecause that would be entirely out of character, would it?â
He shrugged, âCanât say I know your character well beneath all the grime I found you in.â
You swatted his chest, and he chuckled. âCheeky,â you said. âI just would hate to have your job if something happened to you.â
âYou would manage,â he told you.
You huffed a humorless laugh. âI hardly know half the drinks you mix.â You felt his hand rest on your hip, almost covering the entire surface with his warmth. An almost comfortable silence fell between you as you cleaned his bloodied nose, cradling his jaw with your other hand. âLet me see your hands,â you told him.
He sighed, bringing them between you for your inspection. A couple of split knuckles, but you knew the majority of the blood on his fists wasnât his. You cleaned them up silently, gently passing your thumb over each after you absolved it of his violence.
âYou took care of Powder,â he said quietly, as though afraid to break the fragile silence between you.
âShe needed it,â you replied just as softly.
He studied you carefully. âIt was the most alert Iâve seen you today.â He didnât say what he was thinking. What you both knew. Not everyone wouldâve done the same.
You sucked in a breath, avoiding his gaze as you started packing up the first aid kit. âIâm sorry, Iâve been distracted.â
He was silent for a moment. âWhatâs going on in that head of yours, Princess?â He asked gently. It was an opportunity to be listened to. To be heard.Â
You worried your bottom lip between your teeth. âJust a bad dream. Itâll pass,â you told him, putting the kit away. âI need some sleep. Good night, Vander.â
âGood night, Peach,â he said as you retreated back into your corner of the bar. You were restless as you tried to sleep, wrapping up tight in your borrowed blanket.
A/N: Dude I locked tf in and wrote almost this whole thing in one night after writing a couple paragraphs the whole week.
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