#vazhin

Sathel is here.  Searching high and low for one cousin has brought me to the other.  The Horde seem to be in chaos, with little to no connection between the units that arrived in this place of death on their orders.  I feel lost.   I wonder if I have what Vaz thought I did when he brought me here.  I love him, but now... it is as though Sathel hasstopped my spinning. Or started a cyclone of his own.... Light, this family.... I thank the Light one is safe then I lose the other.  I only made it back to Barracks with an hour to spare before I would be considered AWOL myself.  It was Kairos and Azuriann I was in search of and I let myself succumb to distraction. But if others are now searching, perhaps I was not wrong to venture out.

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Vazhin  was the first face I saw upon awakening. He held me for an hour this morning. 

My jaw is broken and I don't remember how it happened.  The other healers are trying to mend me, though I am too weak to help myself.  Others are wounded.   Isn't this what I am here for?  Light give me strength!

There is nothing in the world like the inability to communicate.   This is more helpless than I could imagine. I can't even tell Vazhin.... the things I want to tell him.  And they are so much....

I took three days to awake.  In that time a building has been constructed.  Each tent around it is to be replaced with a building.  They surround a True Iron vein which has also provided the stone being used.  A high cliff is to our East and there is talk of gates. 

I want to work on my jaw later today....if more wounded come in there will be no time for me to write notes.  I just want to cry.