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Eiichi: Lucifer
Van:Belial
Yamato:Azazel
Eiji:Miguel/Michael
Nagi:Gabriel
Shion:Rafael
Kira:Uriel
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Confirmando:
Eiichi: Lucifer
Van:Belial
Yamato:Azazel
Eiji:Miguel/Michael
Nagi:Gabriel
Shion:Rafael
Kira:Uriel

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HEAVENS with a S/O whom is a couch potato (yâknow- sweatpants and a hoodie, fuzzy socks, sleeping loads, C H O C O L A T E, doesnât do much with her appearance, doesnât like to go outside and doesnât unless she ran out of chocolate, then sheâs going to a corner shop to purchase that brown goodness). Then, one night, S/O and her partner are invited to a fancy party- so he comes down looking swanky and she emerges like a GODDESS (styled hair, nice dress, makeup) and is like âletâs goâ-Amy
HEAVENS reaction to their couch potato S/O dressing up for date night:
Yamato Hyuga
This boy is used to coming home drenched in sweat after a long work out to be greeted with a lazy and messy S/O. They would have a makeshift nest in the bedroom with all the snacks in a pile, dark circles under the eyes, and blanket draped over themselves as they binge watch an entire Netflix series. Perfect, exactly where he left them this morning.Â
Yamato may seem like a freakish health nut, and he is, but he never forces exercise on his S/O - mainly because they would complain the entire time. He thinks it is kind of adorable how they get so immersed into a Netflix series or surfing on the internet for hours. However, he will draw a line if they begin to miss meals and completely ignore his presence.Â
Date nights usually are planned on his gym cheat days - meaning lots and lots of carbs with junk food. He appreciates a nice binge every now and again. His favorite date nights are when he and his S/O go out to pick out a movie together and buy snacks, then come home and completely immerse themselves into each other. That is usually the only time where you will see Yamato show his softer side towards his partner.Â
However, there will be a time when his S/O is invited to an important charity event that HEAVENS will attend. He is not worried about how they would dress, simply because he loves them no matter what they wore. However, when they did their big reveal out of the bedroom, Yamato was speechless. Sure, they would have looked hot with just a potato sack on, but something about seeing them dressed up formally just gives him something entirely new to appreciate about them. Expect plenty of compliments and showing off during the entire event.
Eichi Otori
A literal workaholic that seems to have never rested in their entire lives. Eichi honestly does not understand people who are very relaxed and prefer to stay home as opposed to working. However, having this type of S/O may be good for him! Having a partner who enjoys staying home in a comfy pair of fuzzy socks while eating sweets could be just the person to convince this young-old man to finally take a break.Â
It is possible Eichi may melt into his S/Oâs soft pleas for just a few minutes of cuddling, which may lead to hours - then whoops, an entire day is gone and Eichi is sleeping peacefully. You may even get Eichi addicted to some of your favorite shows if they are not overly ridiculous. However, similar to Yamato, Eichi will take on the roll of caregiver if he sees his S/O begin to neglect their daily obligations or life being strained by their habit.Â
Date nights are far and few between, as you may expect. The poor boy is carrying a lot on his shoulders and may not have time to spend quality time with his love, however he does make up for it through specially planned dates or signs of affection. Dates are extravagant with Eichi, starting from the moment you wake up with a bedside note with breakfast to spending the entire day together that eventually ends with you both in each others arms in deep affections.Â
Being the leader of HEAVENS, Eichi has certain expectations upon him and as his partner - so do they. He wonât nag them or micromanage what they wear to formal events, but Eichi will remind them of the type of event they are attending. However, all of his worries simply melt away at the first glance of his S/O walking towards him. He swears he has never believed in Goddesses before until now. Eichi would not bother to hide his wide smile and glint in his eyes, opting to hold their hand and place a gentle kiss on their knuckles before escorting them inside the doors. Expect plenty of bragging and compliments from him, he canât help it!Â
Van Kiryuin
Ms. Potato, please meet Mr. Potato. The boy may look high maintenance due to his amazing hair and style, but he is still a guy - and sloppy one at that. Only HEAVENS know the true side of Van, that he has a very messy room and loves to laze around instead of working. So of course having a similar partner is ideal for him and further enhances his habits.Â
Van is simply smitten with his S/O in the first place, so a bare face and a few food stains on their clothes does not deter him away. If his S/O happens to be too shy to go to the corner store to restock on snacks, he is your boy! He would buy an entire shelf of chocolate if he just got a smile from you (or a kiss...he isnât picky). Also, PLEASE wear one of his hoodies. He would literally die if he got to see his partner wearing one of his hoodies, especially if they were a smol S/O and have sleeve paws.Â
Date nights are rare in your relationship, simply because Van is a busy guy and he also wants each to be special. However, he does make it a rule to do something together each Friday night. These nights usually consist of renting movies, going to a drive-in movie (While sneaking in snacks, of course), or perhaps just driving around in his car.Â
Formal dinner parties are part of the glam when you are living the Idol life, so Van knows the drill when he has to make a good impression for the media and potential record label owners. When these events arise, he may be hesitant to invite his S/O simply because he knows they prefer to be comfortable in their own way and rather stay home. However, on the chance his S/O surprises him with a beautiful ballgown with makeup fully glammed up - Van is flustered. Who are you, and what did you do to his girl? While he loves that they put in the effort, he will make sure to keep an eye on them incase they get tired of walking in heels or the atmosphere gets too much. While Van loves to see his S/O dressed up, he canât wait to get them undressed to see their true selves!Â
Eiji Otori
Absolutely loves his little couch potato. Eiji loves nothing more than to come home after a long day of work to find his darling wrapped in a burrito blanket on the couch. Often he find them watching their favorite show without him - even if they agreed to watch those episodes together.Â
He thinks that they are absolutely beautiful they way they are, no matter how many food crumbs are on their shirt or hair is knotted up in a bun - they are a vision of beauty to him. Eiji is also a huge softy, so it is not uncommon for his darling to coerce him to partake in lazy food fests.
When date night comes up he always takes in their comfort into account. He knows they are not one to dress up often - so he will opt to take them somewhere casual. However, what he did not know was his darling was planning to surprise him with a fancy dinner and romantic night out.
Hours of styling their hair and picking out the best fitting attire becomes minimal by the sheer reaction of the idol when he sees his normal potato turn into a beautiful flower. Seriously, who is this person in his home? Eiji is so shook and honestly cannot wipe the smile from his face! Although he loves his partner no matter what state, something about seeing them dressed up and clear eyed makes him wonder how they look on a special wedding day, hopefully in the future - if that date night goes well.
Shion Amakusa
This boy is probably a couch potato, too. He prefers the comforts of home and away from the overbearing crowds that come with being an idol. To have a lazy, cuddly S/O makes him feel at home and he enjoys their comfort in each other. If you are not careful, he will enhance his habits of not picking up for himself or postponing his work to the point of his own S/O nagging him. Shion honestly would use his partner as an excuse to stay home from practice or interviews because he is just too comfortable to leave their side. Please, someone give this boy structure in his life.Â
If their shared home runs out of food, then it would probably be the responsibility of his S/O to run to the corner store for a quick snack. Usually Shion is good with keeping up with your stockpile of junk food goodies, but there are times his S/O catches him in the kitchen in the middle of the night snacking. Shion is a huge midnight snacker and will happily binge that chocolate cake you were saving in the fridge for later.Â
Date nights consist of quite walks around the block and perhaps a nice visit in a secluded cafe that no one really goes to. Shion cherishes his privacy and does not want to involve his S/O in his public life - therefore he will choose simpler date nights. Although they may not be exciting, you can tell by the way Shion acts that he enjoys his alone time with his partner. When Shion goes on tour, dates are far and few between, so expect a lot of nights where it is just him and his partner comfortably embracing each other on the couch with a movie.Â
Every once in awhile Shion may be forced to attend a formal gathering, so it is without question his S/O would also be invited and perhaps expected to be his date. During these times Shion will emphasize that they should just wear what makes them comfortable, they could wear sweatpants for all he cares. However, the moment he sees his lovely partner walking towards him in their beautiful dress and hair neatly fixed - the boy is smitten. He will slightly stumble on his words while trying to compliment them, he is just so shook. He may even feel a bit insecure next to his S/O because they are just so beautiful in his eyes, so expect an arm wrapped around their waist the whole night.Â
Nagi Mikado
Honestly, the only one in HEAVENS that may have a problem with having a potato as a S/O. Nagi prides himself in being pristine, cute, and overall well put-together. While he adores his S/O, he can also be overbearing and may nag as his S/O to try and put an effort in their appearance. It is possible that this may lead to arguments in the relationship, however once time goes on Nagi may begin to embrace the potato side of his S/O.Â
His S/O may have an influence on his diet, especially if they eat sweets. Nagi has a sweet tooth and may allow himself to indulge in a binge or two while spending time with his partner. He sees no harm in spending time with them and snacking on their favorite foods, just as long as they are together! Nagi is also a fan of wearing comfortable clothes, but they must be tasteful. You will often find S/O stealing his partners sweatshirts or fuzzy socks because, âthey are much cuter than hisâ.Â
When date nights come around Nagi would usually take the more comfortable route just because he is used to living on the road with HEAVENS and honestly nothing can beat spending quality time at home with his partner. However, he will often wonder what his partner may look like dressed up for a special dinner date or photoshoot together.
When Nagi sees his S/O dressed up for the first time in full glam, the boy is simply star struck! Please, someone check up on him. He cannot breathe and he is beginning to stutter at every word, no one has ever gotten the better of Nagi like this before. He cannot help but to survey his S/O and make them twirl around so he can get a better look. Expect plenty of comments and bragging on his part during your date - He cannot stop gushing about having the cutest partner out of HEAVENS and he will literally talk every mans ear off until they get the picture that they are his.Â
Kira Sumeragi
Although Kira would not necessarily call himself lazy, he does have his flaws where he would procrastinate or completely avoid doing a task all day. Having a couch potato for a partner will only enhance his bad habits. Sure, he needs to be getting ready to practice with HEAVENS or go to an interview for TV - but doesnât just laying here on the couch together feel nice? He loves to just put on cozy clothes and have his S/O lay their head in his lap while they immerse themselves in TV or afternoon naps
Rainy days are the worst, because Kira will simply fall into the trap of his S/Oâs big puppy eyes and he will join them for a movie marathon or search the internet together. He will even order pizza if they do not feel like cooking, which is most likely. Kira also has no problems with going out to restock their snack stash in exchange for more lazy time together.
Date nights usually consist of going to a local park and eating out or perhaps seeing a movie - nothing really fancy or worth dressing up for. Kira knows that his S/O is more comfortable wearing just pants and a T-Shirt, which he is completely fine with. However, he does something wonder what they would look like if they perhaps dressed up a bit.
Once a special event arises that requires Kira to wear a suit, he is almost giddy with the thought of his partner dressing up as well. Once they are getting ready and reveal themselves, he is breathless. Their skin is clearer, eyes are bright with long lashes fluttering and their figure is decorated with a beautiful formal outfit. This is usually one of the rare moments that Kira will actually express himself and verbally compliment his S/O, almost to the point of worship. All through the night he doesnât hide that small smirk tugging the corners of his lips as he watches people do a double take on his beautiful partner.Â
I can wait!!! For abang bang bang xD jajaja!!!
Ok this is fake xD
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Can I get a Heavens headcanon of who they would be at a party? (The one that sits in the corner, the one who passed out first, the one whose filming everything, etc.)
HEAVENS at a college party :
The Drunk Texter (Texts their ex, Snapchat is lit)
Van, Nagi, Shion
The Emotional Drunk (Ugly crying, a complete mess honestly)
Shion, Eichi, Nagi
The worrier (911 on speed dial, googles hangover remedies for everyone)
Kira, Eiji
The Host (Cheap alcohol, makes you use table coasters, first to pass out)
Eichi, Shion, Van
The honest drunk (roasts everyone, wasn't even invited, rap battles)
Nagi, EijiÂ
The DJ (Lit playlist, plays throwbacks, cotton eye joe)
Eiji, Nagi
The PlasticsTM (Instagram famous, spent over an hour getting ready)
Shion, Van
The Mom Squad (Designated drivers, Brings wine, Graduated 3 years ago)
Kira, Yamato, Eichi
The Loner (Spends all night on phone, avoids socializing in a corner)
Shion, Kira
The Dancer (Despacito, canât dance, dabs)
 Eichi, Shion, Kira
The Posse (Underage, Facebook lives the party, selfies all night)
Van, Yamato, EichiÂ
The Alcoholic (Blood type is vodka, hung over for the past 2 years)
Eichi, Yamato, Shion
The Eater (Always has food, helps themselves to your fridge)
Yamato, Van
*BONUS HEAVENS*Â
Monster HEAVENS Headcanons:
Yamato Hyuga
A Ghoul
Just like legends portray him, he scavenges graveyards for his next meal of human flesh
His cannibalistic nature could be a bit off putting, but he is among the gentler monsters as long as you do not harm his s/o
Often he will scavenge the coffins of his meal and steal jewelry and other treasure and leave them as gifts for his s/o as a sign of adoration.Â
Eichi Otori
A devil
Although he is not harsh like other Devils, he is still among the most territorial and aggressive of all creatures
He turns into a sweet devil around his s/o, often only succumbing to their desires and worshiping themÂ
Protects his s/o with ancient spells and charms from other creatures who may try to steal you away from him, because you are hisÂ
Van Kiryuin
A naga
As half man and half snake, you get the best of both worlds
His tail is long and black with iridescent diamond patterned scales. He takes extremely good care of his tail as a way to attract mates.
Uses his long body to envelop his s/o in a warm embrace then they are stressed or if he feels the need to be near them.
Eiji Otori
A banshee
Although he may be intimidating to approach, he is actually just a gentle and lonely soul looking for a partnerÂ
Once he finds his s/o, he acts sort of like their shadow as a way to protect them from any dangers lurkingÂ
Holds the same territorial instincts as his Devil brother
Shion Amakusa
A merman
Prefers to aid lost sailors in the sea, but is known to be half-siren and lure men into their death if they try to take away his s/o
A melodic song he sings for his s/o when they are particularly stressed
Often scavenges the ruins of shipwrecks at the bottom of the ocean to bring gifts to his s/o, because to him they are his greatest treasure.
Nagi Mikado
AÂ ghost
He chooses who he wants to be seen by, so if you are lucky enough to see him you must be very specialÂ
Often scares away strangers when he gets jealous, which is a lot. He is sort of a brat, so he will often drive away visitors
Ghostly whispers resonated through your body, reminding you that though he is dead you are the closest thing he has to Heaven
Kira Sumeragi
A Cecaelia
He is surprisingly very much into public displays of affection, opposed to popular belief because not often does he get to experience physical contact such as the warmth you give offÂ
Lives in a cave deep in the ocean where he brings his s/o to be alone, showing off many trinkets he had collected
Full body cuddling, where his tentacles envelop his s/o in a safe and warm embraceÂ

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How would they react if their s/o suggested having a couple tattoo and what would be that(if the photos are too much you can skip this) .. thank you!
((*Sigh* Although you did not specify which group, I decided to go ahead and answer this to the best of my ability.))
HEAVENS and their S/O with matching tattoos :
Eiji Otori
Upon his s/o suggesting they get matching tattoos, Eiji would immediately be on board. He sees this as the ânext stepâ of the relationship, and is happy to become closer to them. Especially if he sees a future with his s/o, he would think long and hard about what they both would get.Â
Nagi Mikado
He is among the hardest to convince getting a tattoo, seeing as he might think it would ruin his âcuteâ persona in HEAVENS. However, if he really loved his s/o and wanted to make them happy he is willing to get a tattoo to symbolize their love for each other. He may also use this to brag with.
Van KiryuinÂ
Surprisingly Van would be the one to introduce the idea of getting tattoos with his s/o. He is all for showing off his love for them and putting them on a pedestal, so this is the next big step besides marriage. He would pick something small, but likes that only both of them know about it.
Kira Sumeragi
His s/o would have to bring up the idea of this, but Kira would be lying if he has not thought about it before. He would silently begin sketching as his s/o brought up points why they should get the tattoos. Nonetheless, Kira is easily persuaded by his s/o and finished the sketches by the time they finished their rant.Â
Yamato Hyuga
He probably has a couple tattoos already, so he is not foreign to needles. He would think hard about this commitment, but agree in the end. He would pick something that symbolizes strength, since they are such a power couple.
Shion Amakusa
Couple tattoos are his aesthetic, if you go through his Pinterest he probably has some saved for future reference. He would like to pick something minimalist, but also resemble puzzle pieces in a way, since he has always claimed his s/o is his other half.
Eichi Otori
He was the hardest to convince getting a tattoo, but eventually succumbs to the tears of his s/o. Secretly, he finds this really cute and glad his s/o feels close enough to share this experience with him.
Got any General or Romantic Headcanons for the HEAVEN's Crew?
Relationship Headcanons with HEAVENS
Yamato Hyuga
Tough Loverâ˘
Really a softie for you
You are his kitten
So expect to be spoiled
Tough on outside soft on inside
Being his spot when bench pressing
This earns you extra lovinâ
Shows off muscles to impress you
It always works
Donât like exercise?Â
No problem,
Strong enough to carry you everywhereÂ
Play wrestling
Gets out of hand
P A N I C SÂ
Smooches4you
Eichi Otori
Tol boy & smol s/o
Power couple
You both have been together for so long, the world would end if you broke up with each other
You have now become official mom of HEAVENS
(He is dad)
Constant bickering/arguing
HEAVENS hating it
âI have when mom and dad argueâ
Not much of a romantic
But makes it up with dates to exciting places
Once took you to petting zoo
Got kicked out bc stuffing bag with baby chicks
Being close to his younger brother
You both gossiping about Eichi when he is not around
Always having some type of physical contact with you
Hand holding, hand around waist, ect
Overprotective, especially when around HEAVENS
Van Kiryuin
Smooth criminalâ˘
Stole your heart
The most romantic and experienced out of HEAVENS
His laugh is contagious
There is never a dull moment in your relationship
Once he thinks he figures you out,
You always do something to surprise him, starting the process over
Great at planning romantic dates for you both
Dinner, movies, sight seeing, ect
Shows you off to everyone
Basically putting you on a pedestalÂ
Singing duets in the car
Even if you canât sing, he loves to hear you Angelic voiceÂ
Taking pictures of you in your sleep
Saving it as his screensaverÂ
Showing it off
He is now in trouble, oops
Basically a excited pupper instead of a boyfriend
goodluck friend
Eiji Otori
Smol babe
Precious boy must be protected
Very shy and flustered at first
Cheeks puff out when poutingÂ
You thinking it is adorable
Surprisingly overprotective of you
Actually stronger than people think
Piggyback rides
carries you anywhere happily
Might vent about his older brother
You listening carefully, showing you care
Him showering you with affection constantly
Surprise visits at school/work
Taking you out to lunch at favorite restaurantÂ
He honestly just adores youÂ
Soft kisses in the early morning
Makes breakfast for you every morning
Shion Amakusa
Soft lover
Your relationship consists of cuddling and feeding each other
Not a man of many words
But his actions speak for him
Overprotective of you
Always by your side to make sure no one steals you from him
Very sensitiveÂ
May look weak but actually not
âLooks like they can kill you, can actually kill youâ
Whenever he gets upset, cuddling always helps him calm down
Makes flower crowns together
Wears them proudly
HEAVENS beating anyone up for making fun of them
âYES CALL HEAVENSâ
Heavens instantly liking you
Him singing you to sleepÂ
Watching over your sleeping face
dorky smile
Nagi Mikado
Assuming the shota is older
You both being shortÂ
Everyone rooting for your relationship
You calming him downÂ
So he isnât as bratty like he used to be
Constantly giving you complimentsÂ
Honestly adores everything about you
âPrincess, you look absolutely beautiful todayâ
S E L F I E SÂ
Likes to show you off on social media
But becomes jealous from comments about your beauty
You both getting into mischiefÂ
Resulting in mama kira lectures
Sending snapchats to each other constantly
Even during meetings with HEAVENS
They end up photobombing Nagi
The both of you not wanting it any other way
Kira Sumeragi
Tall, Dark, and Handsome â˘
May not seem like it but is actually a sweetheart
Doesnât speak much
But that is okay because you will do most of the talking
He loves to hear your voice
especially when you sing in the shower
No one ever bothers you because of his intimidating demeanorÂ
Not much on PDA
But makes up for it in private
Sneaking kisses when no one looks
Always looking out for you
Calls you his Sakura
Blushing mess when are both intimateÂ
StutteringÂ
Everyone in HEAVENS calling you dad
to the dismay of Eichi
Everyone protecting youÂ
Writes poems and love letters to you
Hides them places to be hidden for you to read on your own timeÂ
Greetings, dear! I really like your writing âĄâĄ and wanted to see the way you will write my idea ^-^ (curiosity ). So here is the scenario I have in mind. Starish + Van's S/O being 4 or 5 years older than them and after a year of dating, the boys get worried thinking that maybe their S/O are not feeling comfortable with having a younger boyfriend. Thank you in advance âĄ
This was a particularly large order, I hope what I wrote will suffice! I am not familiar with how these relationship feelings work so If they do not equate to the real deal, I apologize!
STARISH with an older S/O
otoya ittoki
At first it never really bothered Otoya. After all, he cared about you for who you were even if you were older by 5 years. Yet, he always felt this gnawing feeling deep inside when you both were out in public together. Always that feeling of insecurity when people would sometimes mistake him as a younger sibling or not being able to compare to your mature composure. Instead of dwelling on it he confronted you, wanting to bring his insecurities open to you. But once his s/o reassured him that their age difference does not bother her at all he lets all his worries melt away, thinking what did he do to deserve such a loving s/o!
masato hijirikawa
He is very traditional, so it was a little strange for him to be with an older woman at first but he eventually melted into it. He admires her maturity and advice if given any. His only insecurity would be how others may view you for being with a younger man, even if he is mature way beyond his years. He will often ask if his s/o is feeling any uncertainty or insecurity when they are together in public. If there is any, he is always there to reassure you that, with reasonable age, love knows no distance if it two adults consenting.Â
natsuki shinomiya
He is among the older STARISH members, so age does not bother him at all. Although, he is used to being the older but it is a nice change to be with someone older than him for once. He never gave it a second thought, but if his s/o was feeling a little insecure about it he would be there in an instant to push those thoughts away. He would happily parade you around to show everyone how beautiful and mature his girlfriend is just to prove how much he cares!
tokiya ichinose
He is the most mature along with Masato in STARISH. He has been with younger girls before and has also felt a little unsure of himself about the age difference, so when he began dating his s/o who was 4 years older than him he did not feel as insecure like in past relationships, he just hops his s/o does not feel any uncertainty because if they did he would always be there to assure them that they care about each other too much to let something like age get between them (with reasonable cause) He, in fact, prefers an older s/o because they tend to be more mature and less childish in his opinion.Â
ren jinguji
He teases his s/o from the beginning of the relationship by calling her a cougar and such. Because letâs be honest, Ren loves beautiful women of all ages (with reasonable cause). So when he first saw you, he knew he had to have you regardless of the age gap between you two. If there were any insecurities in the relationship he would address them to solve together because you both are a team.
cecil aijima
Cecil is not unfamiliar with older women being with younger men, seeing as his culture gladly accepts either partner to be older (with reason). So when he began dating his s/o he was honestly just so happy the muses have granted him such a wonderful gift and put you in his life. The only insecurity he would have is if older men would try to steal away his princess, seeing as they did not see Cecil as a threat. Of course, it would melt away when his s/o would assure him he is the only one for her and he has her heart only.
syo kurusu
Syo would be the most insecure about his relationship, seeing as he is already short and now he is also younger than his s/o! If anyone mistakes him for a younger sibling he may just flip out on the poor soul who made that mistake. He may need to be reassured a couple of times by his s/o, just so he knows they wont leave him for someone older. Longer into the relationship he will begin to relax about the whole ordeal and even brag about how his s/o is an older mature women with the other STARISH members.
Van Kiryuin
The most chill out of all the boys. Seriously, he is older as well and he understands that sometimes it can be a little awkward to be with someone significantly younger (with reason). So when he began to date his s/o, he was honestly unsure of himself because of stereotypes and how people may view his wonderful s/o. However, he would brush off those feelings longer into the relationship because he would then know for certain their relationship is stable and something like an older s/o should not bother him, or anyone for that matter.