javier clinging dutch's words and keeping them in mind along with his prayers. that man said have faith in him and javier believed those words and dutch like he was a preacher man.
wilfully devout and desperate to hold onto something; anything really while everything and everyone he grew to love was crumbling and dying around him.
if it were a cult, javier would've been dutch's second in command and his most loyal follower who would've followed him through hell and heaven without question.
and dutch would've abused him until there was nothing left of javier to give and javier became a broken shell of his former self.












