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‘You are absolutely impossible do you know that?’ James raised his voice at Jay. He didn’t like raising his voice but Jay wound him up like no one else could. He thought he probably did it on purpose. They’d just got done filming the season nine finale and were now back out of drag. Jay had been off with James for a while now and James knew exactly why. After the show had wrapped they’d been touring together a little and one night after too much to drink they’d ended up in bed together. Jay had barely said two words to James since and it was starting to get on James’ nerves. It was as though to Jay, it had never happened. And that pissed James off.'Why am I impossible?’ Jay spat in reply, dragging on his cigarette. They had just finished getting out of drag and James had spotted Jay going outside to smoke and followed him. He was sick of this and he needed to put an end to it now.'You know damn well why!’ James’ voice was lower now, he sounded almost sad and he didn’t want that. He saw Jay roll his eyes.'Because I didn’t cuddle afterward?’ Jay scoffed. 'As if.’ James shook his head. 'I know full well that night was a drunken mistake but you and I were friends! Why does that have to ruin our friendship? Why the hell can’t you even stand to be in the same room as me anymore.’ James felt tears brimming in his eyes. He’d loved the friendship he’d had with Jay before all of this. James had never had many drag sisters, mostly because he hadn’t been doing drag all that long. But in Jay, or in Aja he supposed, Valentina had found a sister. And both James and Valentina had sorely needed that friendship. A part of James hated Jay for ruining that.'It hasn’t ruined our friendship.’ Jay scoffed again, paying more attention to the cigarette than he was James. James clenched his jaw and marched closer to Jay and snatched the cigarette from his mouth. He threw it to the floor and stamped on it. 'What the fuck?’ Jay frowned at him.'You will literally pay more attention to an inanimate object than me! How can you say this hasn’t ruined our friendship?’ James sniffed back his tears. 'I miss you Jay! I miss what we used to be. It was a drunken mistake, why are you being like this?’ He raised his voice again, angry at himself for letting Jay upset him.'Maybe because you keep referring to it as a drunken mistake!’ Jay raised his voice to match James’ but his words confused James.'What does that mean?’ James softened a little.'Nothing. Forget I said anything.’'No way. Tell me Jay. Tell me what’s going on here. I miss my best friend!’ James was still yelling a little but his voice sounded sad.'Nothing’s going on. Jesus stop being so clinging.’ Jay rolled his eyes. Jay’s words stabbed James in the chest. He took a few steps back.'Clinging?’ He sniffed. 'You think I’m being…’ he backed away from Jay, unable to believe that Jay would say that. 'Wow. It’s good to know what you really think of me.’'James, I didn’t mean that.’ Jay reached out to touch James but James back up further.'Don’t touch me.’ James sniffed. 'If that’s what you really think of me, I don’t know why we were ever friends in the first place.’ His bottom lip was quivering as he backed up more and more closer to the door. He spun on his heels and went to reach for the door handle. As he did so, Jay spoke again. And there was absolutely nothing in this world that could have prepared James for what he was going to say.'I love you ok?’ Jay shouted after him. James’ hand froze as he went to reach for the door handle. Had he heard him right? He couldn’t have done. His heart was pounding as he turned to look at Jay. Jay was biting his lips sheepishly.'You…you…what?’ James stuttered, staring at Jay like he’d lost his mind. Jay’s cheeks were red with embarrassment. He hadn’t meant for it to come out like that.'That night was more to me than a drunken mistake. So I pushed you away, tried to pretend it didn’t happen because it was breaking my heart to know I could never have you. Not really anyway.’ Jay had his own tears in his eyes now.'How do you know that? You never asked me Jay. You never spoke to me about it.’ James didn’t know what to make of this all. His head was spinning and he felt like it must all be some kind of joke.'Lets be honest here James, you said yourself several times you just saw that night as a drunken mistake. What more proof did I need than that?’'I said that because I thought that’s how you saw it!’ James’ tears suddenly overflowed. 'You should have talked to me! For god sake Jay, I love you too!’Jay’s mouth went dry. He never in a million years expected to hear those words leave James’ lips.'Really?’ Jay croaked.'Of course.’ James sniffed, more tears falling. Suddenly Jay was at his side wrapping his arms around him.'Oh baby don’t cry.’ He held James tight and stroked his back. 'I’m so sorry. I was a coward. I should have talked to you but I never thought you would feel the same.’'I didn’t think you would either.’ James looked at him, he loved the way he felt wrapped in Jay’s embrace.'I promise I’ll never be so stupid ever again. I love you sweetie. I love you so damn much.’ Jay’s own tears over flowed now. James smiled through his tears. He never thought this day would come.'I love you too.’ He whispered.Jay smiled at him and cupped his delicate face and kissed him with so much built up passion. James melted into him. Never in his wildest dreams did he think this would ever happen. Ok, so maybe James had had a few dreams that ended this way. Maybe dreams really do come true.