#vajnaia

You wake up to my kiss and smile

Your lips still on mine

Our teeth clash together and you laugh

And grab me by the hair

Stay there a while longer, I beg

Let's pretend together

That outside this room

There's only an empty sky

The world leaks into our bed, you get up

And pick up your clothes

And as you leave I wish that like you

I could leave myself behind

But I can't escape

Here I lay, praying

That even for a moment

They would be silent

The screaming memories of you

and all of them

Weary mind, drunken heart

Beats within me and revels

In the tavern of longing it drinks and yells

That worn-down brawl seeker

Your scent is still here

Sometimes it sneaks up on me

Dashes from behind the corner

And strikes its fist on my jaw

I lay still once again

Don't know where to long for

Nothing to go back to

And inside me they scream

The memories of you, and all of them

Weary heart, intoxicated by love

Drowned in desire, beats within my chest

In a hangover of longing it curses, sweats

Cries, and vomits

The tavern of longing, the haunt of pain

I loiter around its counter once again

Sorrow has decorated these walls with pictures of you