my partner is going to be looking for a part time job (wfh atm) and im bawling at my job bc i dont want us to have conflicting schedules bc if we do im going to be so fucking alone at the apartment and i cant deal with myself alone

being between hyperfixations fucking... sucks everything is boring + i hate life

i’ve been out for a couple of days because this month i have to take my finals; i need a break, i really do, i hate college. anyways, i hope to be back next week as soon as i finish!

i wish that to brush my teeth i didn't have to walk to the bathroom sometimes