#uuuaaagh

Am I the only one who tries to pick up a lot of hobbies and things? Like trying new instruments or sports or learning a new craft like knitting or crocheting? Because I'm just going through all these things and trying them all and I'm just thinking 'I have to be good at something' and every single thing I try I'm never good at even with some practice. I just don't have anything whatsoever that I excel at, and I feel like I have nothing to give and no good qualities or talents or anything. I just wanna be good at something and show that I have something that I'm good at but I can't because I just fuck up at everything. There's always that one thing everyone has that they're really good at, but I don't have that thing, and I can't find that thing, and I basically feel like a talentless piece of shit. bleh