@usmaiâ sent :Â "You've been having nightmares." It's not a question. Hotel hopping with Ethan's made Chris all too aware of him, of his dreams-- of the lack of sleep that's resulted therein. He holds out one of the two mugs of coffee he's made this morning. "You wanna talk about it?"Â
ethan  frowns.
chris  isnât  supposed  to  know  that.  heâs  not  supposed  to  know  about  the  fact  that,  on  the  rare  occasion  that  he  actually  sleeps,  he  wakes  up  in  a  cold  sweat,  scared  to  fucking  death.  thatâs  not  supposed  to  be  something  chris  is  aware  of.  heâd  thought  that  heâd  been  hiding  it  well  â  apparently,  he  was  WRONG.
the  offered  coffee  cup  is  accepted  with  a  nod  of  the  head,  but  the  offer  of  TALKING  is  another  story  all  together.
â  not  really.  â    the  words  come  out  harsher  than  intended,  and  ethan  winces.  he  doesnât  mean  to  snap.  chris  doesnât  deserve  that.  not  when  heâs  just  trying  to  show  CONCERN.  ethan  just  canât  stand  the  thought  of  talking  about  the  things  that  haunt  him  at  night  ;  the  hallucinations  that  appear  sometimes  even  during  the  day.  talking  about  it  makes  it  REAL.
a  sip  of  the  coffee  (  itâs  just  the  way  he  likes  it  ;  chris  REMEMBERS  how  he  takes  his  coffee.  god.  ),  followed  by,    â  itâs  just  ...  itâs  hard  to  talk  about,  yâknow?  it  feels  easier  if  i  donât  talk  about  it  at  all.  â

















