The sun cresting over the horizon line begins to seep through the windows, illuminating the dust particles that had settled into the air of Fenestala Manor. Before the dawn had come what must have been a week ago now, Ravus had thought little of it. Now, every morning, he watches the sunrise with the same awe and disbelief he had the first time. He feels hope. Then the guilt. It overcomes him completely. Lunafreya and Noctis had given everything for this. It may have been their duties, yes, but they gave everything for it regardless-- and here he is, honoring their sacrifices by locking himself up in an abandoned mansion in Tenebrae. The initial glimmer of hope is there, it doesn’t go away, but it’s shrouded by fear. He knows he should leave, go to one of the major centers and try and do something, anything.
“Do something, damn it,” the former prince commands himself as he reaches his prosthetic arm up to clutch it into a fist. In the newborn light, Ravus sees that dust has managed to settle even between his metallic fingers. He throws his arm down with a curse of frustration. What was he so afraid of? Being hated? Lunafreya would be disgusted with him. No-- he stops himself. Disgusted? No. She’d understand his fear. She had always been so understanding. His baby sister, the woman who had given everything for her duties, despite her own fears, would be understanding of him hiding away from fear of his own. The thought makes Ravus’ stomach churn.
“Enough.”
Ravus doesn’t bring anything more than some gil and the Alba Leonis at his side. He sets off toward Lestallum, on foot. It takes days to get there; the trek from Tenebrae to Duscae was no short walk, but it hardly bothers him. Ravus had spent ten years alone in Fenestala Manor. To be out in the fresh air was refreshing, at the very least. Each night Ravus lies beneath the stars, sometimes sleeping, sometimes simply staring up at the night sky. He thinks to himself how just a short time ago staying out in the night like this would have been suicide for most. With the daemons seemingly gone, he could lie here at peace. Even if other people happened to have returned to these parts in the short time since the dawn had returned, they would be no issue for him.
Part way there, it crosses his mind that perhaps it would’ve been smart to change clothes. Those in Lestallum might not respond kindly to a man approaching wearing the uniform of the High Commander of the Niflheim Empire, regardless of it having fallen. It was too late to go back now, though. He’s started to see people, occasionally even cars drive by him on the road. Most, to Ravus’ surprise, pay him little mind. He’s more than content with this.
“Hey, man, uhh, you goin’ somewhere? Need a ride?” a man pulls over to him on the side of the road. Ravus stares at him blankly; it’s finally hit him how long he’s been away from people.
“You good, man?” the driver waits for an answer, “That’s a big sword. You a Glaive or somethin’?”
“...how far to Lestallum?” Ravus asks him, bypassing both questions the driver had raised.
“Oh, it’s like, probably another ten miles back,” the man looks back over his shoulder, “You want a ride there? I’m headed to Cleigne, but I can turn back quick. I probably forgot something where I was staying, anyway, now that I’m thinkin’ about it.”
“How much do you want?”
“It’s no big deal, dude, you don’t have to pay me anything.”
“Hmph.”
Ravus says nothing but gets into the passenger seat of the man’s truck. The man tries to make small talk, and Ravus does his best to comply despite his reservations. He seems awfully excited about the Alba Leonis, so Ravus does his best to satisfy his curiosities without giving too much information regarding the sword’s origins. The ride is short, much shorter than it would’ve been to walk. The driver stops just outside of the city’s walls. Ravus thanks him briefly before he drives off into Lestallum. Ravus clears his throat, running his “real” hand through his hair. It was too late for him to be having reservations now. It was time.
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rules - once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a post with 92 truths about you. at the end you choose 25 people to be tagged.
tagged by urize I like how you actually used my personal for this one
1 - last beverage: Peach Snapple Tea
2 - last phone call: Miss. Charleen
3 - last text message: "Isawww” to Will after he sent me a picture
4 - last song you listened to: Kaleidoscope - Courtney Act (acoustic)
5 - last time you cried: last night
// have you ever
6 - dated someone twice: Never dated
7 - been cheated on: nah
8 - kissed someone and regretted it: nah
9 - lost someone special: yes
10 - been depressed: ahah all the time
11 - been drunk and threw up: nah
12-14 - three favorite colors: black, purple, white
// in the last year, have you
15 - made a new friend: yah
16 - fallen out of love: nah
17 - laughed until you cried: yupperdoodle
18 - met someone who changed you: mhmm yes
19 - found out who your true friends are: kinda
20 - found out someone was talking about you: uh...probably
21 - kissed anyone you follow/follows you: nah
// general
22 - how many people do you know in real life that follow you on tumblr: 3??? Maybe??? I think?
24 - do you have any pets: yes! cat
25 - do you want to change your name: actually yeah I hate my name, but I’d never go through with it
26 - what did you do for your last birthday: sat in my room on my computer
27 - what time did you wake up today: 7:00 AM
28 - what were you doing at midnight last night: Working on my Tumblr theme
29 - name something you CANNOT wait for: ALL THE NEW VIDEO GAMES COMING OUT
30 - last time you saw your mother: It’s been almost two months
31 - what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: pfft is everything an answer? Uh...I’d like to be financially stable and not an anxious, stupid freak.
32 - what are you listening to right now: Transcendence - Lindsey Stirling
33 - have you ever talked to a person named tom: hella
34 - what’s getting on your nerves right now: my family
35 - most visited website: probably tumblr
36 - blood type: I have no idea and it bothers me
37 - nickname: I have many but the first to pop in my head is Roxas
39 - relationship status: single
40 - pronouns: she/her
41 - elementary: eh
42 - high school: shit
43 - college: whoops
44 - hair color: I literally could not tell you what color my hair is. Brownish? A bit of red depending on the season? Like a light dusting of blonde in certain lights? I guess Brown
45 - long or short: getting pretty long. I need to cut it...
46 - height: 5′2″ (157 centimeters)
47 - do you have a crush on someone: nah
48 - what do you like about yourself: I’m told I have nice hair so there’s that
49 - random fact: everything i say is either sarcasm or completely serious there is no in between
50 - tattoos: nah
51 - righty or lefty: righty
52 - first surgery: n/a
53 - first piercing: ears (3 times and I still have to try again)
54 - first best friend: ......Michael Doolin and I fucking think about him all the time. Where is he? Is he enjoying life? Does he still like the Fairly Odd Parents??!
55 - first sport you enjoyed: Basketball probs...
56 - first vacation: Gulf Shores, AL when I was a wee one
58 - first pair of trainers: I HAD TO GOOGLE THIS BECAUSE I’VE NEVER HEARD SOMEONE CALL SNEAKERS TRAINERS I don’t know
// right now
59 - eating: nothing
60 - drinking: nothing
61 - i’m about to: sit on my computer until my break is up and I have to work again
62 - listening to: My Address Is Hollywood - Adore Delano
63 - waiting for: the beach
64 - want kids: nah
65 - get married: I would like to but I’m probably not the marrying/dating/happiness type put
66 - career: wish I knew
// which is better
67 - lips or eyes: eyes
68 - hugs or kisses: hugs
69 - taller or shorter: taller
70 - older or younger: older
71 - spontaneous or romantic: ?!?????!??!?!?!?!?!??!
72 - nice stomach or nice arms: Nice hair
73 - sensitive or loud: ???????????
74 - hook up or relationship: relationship
75 - trouble maker or hesitant: ???????????
// have you ever
76 - kissed a stranger: nah
77 - drank hard liquor: yah
78 - lost glasses/contacts: nah
79 - sex on the first date: nah
80 - broke someone’s heart: nah
81 - had your own heart broken: nah
83 - turned someone down: yah
84 - cried when someone died: yah
85 - fallen for a friend: nah
// do you believe in
86 - yourself: pfffft
87 - miracles: eh
88 - love at first sight: eh
89 - heaven: ehhhhh
90 - santa claus: hella
91 - kiss on first date: ehhhhhhh
92 - angels: ehhhhhhhhhh
1. First impression: i remember something about you being my son, and i was your farmer dad, and we tended to the meme crop a lot2. Truth is: i haven’t talked to you in a while, but i hope you’re doing okay!! you’re v nice, and you take cool selfies yeye [peace sign]3. How old do you look: 17ish4. Have you ever made me laugh: mhm5. Have you ever made me mad: non6. Best feature: i’m not sure, but you have a lot of nice things about you7. Have I ever had a crush on you: nope8. You’re my: cool mutual9. Name in my phone: not there10. Should you post this too? if u want to