So I've not been on here in like two months; let's catch things up here.
As I always do, it seems... I had a bout of migraines happen as I was stressing about money.
The bout was caused by a supplement I take off and on because I don't have a gallbladder. Had it removed in 2011, and I've had issues on and off digestively for years. Which leads into migraines; this past April, and now I believe it's easy to say my tyramine sensitivity is caused by my lack of a gallbladder, which means my migraines are caused by my lack of a gallbladder.
So on top of stress, chronic illness, and my depression at the time. I was kind of hit with realizing no matter what I do. I'm never getting rid of migraines like I did back in 2020 with my first bout and how I was able to give up sleep aids and aspartame.
It's been a year of fighting my head, a year of not working, a year of not driving and I am exactly where I started.
The good thing is, that even with the stress of losing my original laptop and having to sell stuff. Getting the new laptop helped me earn like $1,200 for my monthly bills the past May.
Which means I don't have to stress money for a bit as that takes care of my personal bills for a few months at least. Without touching my savings.
It also means I'm hoping I'll be able to stress less and get back into writing as I have been avoiding writing and instead making gifs on my side account. As it's a tedious task without much thought for me once I get the color settings I need for the projects.
So, yes, not dead, yes, I'm not leaving the rp community, and yes as always I'll be back. Not as quickly as I'd like because I'm fighting some random cold like illness going around but we'll see how quick it resolves.
Thank you for reading my rambling, no, you didn't have to read my stressful shite...but you did, didn't you?