#unselflove

i’ve always believed that after death one becomes nothing. nothing at all. it kind of scares me, tbh. but i also fear life myself. i’m not sure which one i fear most just yet.

what especially sucks is i’ve been trying to gain weight for years. and lately i’ve actually been losing it, instead. it’s at the point where i don’t even have a “flat” tummy, it’s like… inverted. and still i get called anorexic when i eat a lot!

mhmm. and generally society tends to hide the fact that smaller girls get ridiculed for their size as well. i cry every time i see one of those posts that says something like “everyone’s beautiful” but then go ahead and say, “bones are disgusting”.

it’s nothing against you, love. i just get attacked for it day after day. and then insulted for it over the internet always. and it just drives me up the wall.

because we don’t get insulted for our bodies too…? because i know i do. always. i hate my body because of that.