#unquestionably

Did 8 days of medical detox and didn’t die, and it was not as painful as I thought it would be. was given a week long Ativan taper starting at like 4mg the first couple days so I slept thru the worst of it.

I’m at a rehab/day program now for the next few weeks but still sleeping n living at my apartment with the bunny. Been cali sober (shhhhh) now for 18 days and feeling so much better!! i still don’t believe in full abstinence for myself, i mainly just don’t want to be sick again and i don’t want to get kicked out of the program. just regain my health and put this stage of my life behind me. so i’m doing what needs to be done even tho i don’t love all of it! :p