#unknown variables

((Much  to the chagrin of those around him, yes it is. Sorry Alice.))

Case in point, I had two friends that got their characters in a ship, and they began pushing me away OOC. When I came to them and said how it made me feel, the one player (I’ll call their character Partner 2) took it very personally, and would have her character get REALLY defensive every time mine told their partner ‘no’ IC. There was a point where said partner ICly got blackout drunk, and when mine suggested getting them home, Partner 2 came in and immediately accused mine of trying to be bossy. Which, for the record, was not a character trait of mine and the outburst had NEVER been a character trait of Partner 2′s at all. It made me regret even sharing how I was feeling OOC at all.))

Anyone else feel like the whole world just falls apart when you try to have control over yourself. At this point, because I’m a minor, I feel like I have control over almost nothing in my life. I am a very controlling person, so this really screws with me. I just want to be able to cut my hair or do my make up or go one day without freaking out about some little thing. But I can’t do any of this because there are so many unknown variables surrounding me.

✒︎N’s normal speaking volume is usually rather soft, but if he wants to be loud, holy shit. He has a rather powerful set of lungs and voice to pair with it if he wants to ensure he’ll be heard.

✒︎N would absolutely wreck face at pokemon. Both electronic game and TCG (but mostly the former). for the love of god do not show him this game, or at least don’t offer to play against him once he figures out the rules.

But I’m helping Miss Harker bake...?”

“Miss Harker is like Miss Alice in that both of them treat me a lot nicer that I’d expect anyone to, really. She also introduced me to Ulysses and had a lot more faith in me than she should when things went wrong in.... was it in Italy or London? Regardless, I only hope I did enough.”

“My memory’s fuzzy as is, and it probably would be even without the amnesia, so I can’t say I know the answer for certain. I think I might have been about eight? Nine? I wasn’t a day over ten, I know that…"