Whatever spark you can whatever start you can you can go why is it so hard to start though why is it so hard to let go why can’t I get up and start flow why I need so much to feel though, negativity is all that clouds, thunder strikes and rain pours down lightning lights and hits the ground, why can’t I absorb the illumination of the static now grab a spark of my own lightning bolt shoot that shit make flowers grow Zeus lit hit the flower though put that in a bong, joint, bowl and blow the clouds back out to flow…I just need my medicine I just need my herb I just need my garden NOW why can’t I be heard? Been so long since I been myself feels like I’m gone so lost, too far too come back atleast with my garden I can try to repair all the time lost that costs air, I’m depressed all my thoughts are on death, I can’t kill myself though cause then I got but nothing left. How do I get out this hole I may have dug myself but then others pushed me down it stuck can’t get out all I needs some help. It ain’t fair when others ruin who you truly are fake to care and fake to share no one’s near or far, you’re all alone and all you got is you and got no car, alone to tread all these miles the earth has illuminated with stars. I’m lost, I’m stuck, I’m sad, I’m fuck get me out this jail cell I just want to live. Breathe and love and laugh again and love I wanna give take me back to medicine that gardens known to give, give me that boost I need cause I just want to live. I’m not addicted I’m not wicked there’s nothing really wrong, I just need a push of light to get me moving on. Moving on on stars and ships that sail unknown seas to conquer all the beauty hits when you’re sunrise motivates your deeds and bleed I just want to bleed love and bleed don’t cut me please but stuck so I cut myself, not to feel something cause I can’t but cause I’m stuck without my wealth. Help me. I’m stuck help all I need is help.
