#unholythoughts

Am I the only one that really starts hating the MC and the decisions they make?

I figured you'd turn around and tell me I was what you needed I figured I was your antidote or something that kept you living like your oxygen or your heart I would be fine even if i was just your water that you often sipped on or the plastic bottle that contained it but even that you threw away when you were done but any type of touch or interaction with you would be nice to taste your lips again or feel your hands touch my face but you didn't need me I needed you and I blinded myself till the very end I ignored signs bc you felt perfect your flaws was just what made you flawless but plot twist I fell for you after years of being careful I fell for you and I fell hard blood spread once I hit the ground I still have the scar to tell the story years from now maybe when I'm about 60 I'll sit with my grandkids and tell them what you did me and hope they don't cry or my children for they'll also hear it for the first time and a husband there to comfort me if I'm that much of lucky .. I called out for you but you never came back. I wanted float back to you fly or something but nothing worked. Did you miss me? Or maybe this was never real maybe even now I'm dreaming and you was just my imagination could one just imagine feelings like this? if so why wouldn't I wake from this heartbreak I needed you and you left. I called out and you rejected me. I screamed out for you when I took my last breath. I needed you more than ever and you left. -Kya Bryan.