May I have a general one card reading? Thank you!
You got the 6 of Pentacles in reverse (of the Manga Tarot, for reference).
Alright - here’s a bit of a blunt reminder about what a mutually beneficial relationship is supposed to be like. You and something else work together and compromise to provide each other with benefits. These benefits are not always exactly equal, but they’re comparable and make sense given the amount of work put in on each side. This guy in this card, for example, has himself a falcon for hunting, who he trains and cares for, and the falcon helps him navigate and hunt. Falcon wins, guy wins, everyone wins.
So my question is - when the heck did the falcon become completely in charge of you? Something you took on to help you is becoming far more of an emotional and monetary drain than you really wanted it to be. You’re not getting what you give. If it’s a person, you need to have a long think about whether or not their presence is worth keeping in your life, no matter what your connection - you can stay friends or in touch, but this arrangement is just not working. You deserve something that treats you back to a degree that is worthy of your time.