#uneclipsedamour

He was never supposed to mean this much to me, I was never supposed to fall so hard but I did and that's the truth, that's what keeps me holding on because it hurts like hell to let him go. Dou you know what it feels like when you look at the sun? The way that he blinds you and you can't see anything at all? That's him. He makes me feel happy when skies are grey. He's the light of my whole day. The one that makes my heart beat so fast. I can't deny that my meaning of my happiness is his name. His voice is like the soundtrack of my life. His existence has become my downfall but I couldn't live without him because nothing makes me sadder and nothing makes me happier than him. I feel like nobody understands me and that I have to hide my feelings, but I know I could tell him everything because he does care. I wish I could meet him. I don't want a picture or something like that, I just want a hug. Just to hug him, hold my world in my arms. He is who he is and if you don't like him then well that sucks for you. He is basically everything I aspire to be... I love you how I've never loved someone before.

❝Oh, and twisted thoughts that spin round my head I'm spinning, oh, I'm spinning How quick the sun can, drop away And now my bitter hands cradle broken glass Of what was everything? All the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything All the love gone bad turned my world to black Tattooed all I see, all that I am, all that I'll be, yeah I know someday you'll have a beautiful life, I know you'll be a star In somebody else's sky, but why? Why? why? Can't it be, can't it be mine We, we, we, we, we belong together! Together!❞

“Então me vens e me chega e me invades e me tomas e me pedes e me perdes e te derramas sobre mim com teus olhos sempre fugitivos e abres a boca para libertar novas histórias e outra vez me completo assim, sem urgências, e me concentro inteiro nas coisas que me contas, e assim calado, e assim submisso, te mastigo dentro de mim enquanto me apunhalas com lenta delicadeza deixando claro em cada promessa que jamais será cumprida, que nada devo esperar além dessa máscara colorida, que me queres assim porque assim que és…"

- Beau Taplin

❝Who needs another mess? We could start over Just look me in the eyes and say I'm wrong Now there's only emptiness Venomous, insipid I think we're done, I'm not the only one And the rain will kill us all If we throw ourselves against the wall But no one else can see The preservation of the martyr in me❞

❝Together in all these memories I see your smile All the memories I hold dear Darling, you know I will love you 'til the end of time All of my memories keep you near In silence moments imagine you be here All of my memories keep you near Your silent whispers, silent tears❞