@undreaming-fanfiction​ FUck you for the call out.
But yes. November Rain by Guns and Roses. I know there is this post that Eddie would not enjoy as Meal head in 80s Guns and Roses.
But November Rain has this amazing guitar solo. The 1986 acoustic version is haunting and the lyrics are full of longing and love.
My rant under read more~
When I look into your eyes
I can see a love restrained
But darlin' when I hold you
Don't you know I feel the same?Â
Yes the feeling that my love is unrequired, even though the other side knows, but cannot acts. Two lovers of same gender in 80s, just yes. Especially outcast Eddie and King Steve.
Nothin' lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
This one hits hard, not as hard as later lyrics, but oh god. Do those two know how fickle people can be. Steve with previous relationships and himself. Eddie with the entire city hunting him down without a proof.
If we could take the time to lay it on the line
I could rest my head just knowin' that you were mine
I think if they had the time together... to be really together. This line here evokes Steves feeling to me mostly.
Do you need some time on your own?
Do you need some time all alone?
Ooh, everybody needs some time on their own
Ooh, don't you know you need some time all alone
THIS HERE! Both can be codependent, but both know they need time on their own. But it would be long time for them to be on their own.
I know it's hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm youÂ
All the time with Steve and his friends when they put him down. Steve is not smart as the geniuses he is surrounded by, but he is genuine and resourceful and knows how to argument for the most practical solution (see the lake argument for him to dive down)
And when your fears subside
And shadows still remain, oh yeah
I know that you can love me when there's no one left to blame
So never mind the darkness, we still can find a way
'Cause nothin' lasts forever, even cold November rainÂ
And this... This. They went through shit and back and this... the feeling that everything is alright, but there are still scars, the shadows. But time heals...
Don't ya think that you need somebody?
Don't ya think that you need someone?
Everybody needs somebody
You're not the only oneÂ
And last this.. You can need time alone, but can still need somebody. And that is okay.
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I was tagged by @undreaming-fanfiction to share some tunes! Thank you!
rules: 🎧🎵 when you get this, you have to put in 5 songs you actually listen to at the moment. Then tag 5-10 followers to do the same. 🎵🎧
1. Karma - AJR - Story of my life, where is the karma?
2. Innocently Annoying - Elysewood - “Do I annoy the worst of you?”
3. Nothing to Forgive - Falconshield - Lol song, but it slaaaaaaps “Did you come for absolution? I have got none left to give!”
4. Villains Aren’t born (They’re Made) - Peggy - “Villains aren’t born, darling, they’re made.” Oh boy, this line, I can imagine the blade under heros chin as the villain smirks in victory.
5. New Year’s Eve - Derivakat - “A place I once called home is no longer mine. But life keeps moving on” is such raw sentence. And it Love it, this song is about changes... and it always makes me tear up
And since I wont be tagging people, bonus song and interpret:Â
6. Monody - FatRat feat Laura Brehm - I love songs from FatRat in general, but this just gives me vibes of group of friends playing instruments and having a good time.
“No matter what you do, some people aren’t going to like you. They will call you too much or too little. Too loud or too quiet. Too soft or too strong. As long as you have flavor, you won’t be someone’s cup of tea. So if you can’t live in such a way that everyone will like you, I suggest living in such a way that you do. It’s you that you sleep with every night, anyway.” – Miss Erin Brown
“You can be the ripest, juiciest peach in the world, and there’s still going to be somebody who hates peaches.” – Dita Von Teese
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I try very hard to live in such a way that my little life does not ever negatively affect anyone around me. I was raised to behave with patience, respect, and consideration towards all other soft humans on this world with me. I address any and all (gratefully, rare) interpersonal conflict with sensitivity, diplomacy, and empathy, because there are two sides to every story, and your feelings are just as valid as my own. I even take great pains to keep negative opinions or complaints I might have confined to the tender safety of the core of my familial tribe, because there is enough negativity in this world, and I would so much more rather share with you the things I love.
But people will always find something to criticize you for.
Fortunately, my thirties have gifted me with a powerful sense of self, and a deep deep comfort in the woman I’ve become. I was raised by a fiercely strong heroine/mother who instilled in me, through example, an unshakable self-respect, but it has taken me years to reach a place in which my self worth really hinges little on the opinions of others. Obviously it is nice to be liked and accepted – I am only human, after all – but mean-spirited gossip, hateful words, ugly comments . . . If they do happen, I can’t even see them, they’re so far removed from the person I am.
I love the kind, honest, strange little woman I’ve grown into, and I sleep well, and deeply, with her. I am not infallible, but I am doing the best I can. That’s all we should ever ask of anyone.
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