“your dad told me you have a crush on me… do you still have a crush on me?” 😵‍💫😵‍💫

I'm sorry I completely dropped the tumblr ball this last while. Life has been so stressful I want to cry all the time. School is overwhelming me, my brother has gone up a wall, my friend left her boyfriend and now I'm dealing with him all the time, my uncle is really sick and they can't seem to figure out what's wrong, my job has been total bull crap lately but I can't quit because I need money for school and to get an education, the guy I was fooling around with (no strings) wants more from me and I just don't have the mental capacity to try and it's not fair to him if I half ass a relationship because he's a great guy. I'm just so. Tired. All I want to do is sleep. I need a break, or a vacation, or a horse tranquilizer. Sorry for ranting i know people have it a lot worse than me but I'm overwhelmed. Hug please.